I Maybe Hurt, I Maybe Down, But I'll Be Fine, As Long As You Have Your Happy Ending

The blog name is lyrics from a song I wrote called, Your Happy Ending. My facebook friends can read it, I'm not sure about posting it here... Simply because it's still a working process, I mean since I posted it I've changed it like ten times already. Now I bet you're wondering, why I wrote a song? Well I'll explain it all...

Yesterday I was walking to my law lesson, ironically I was a bit early to catch a glimpse of my crush, and well I did... Kissing someone else... I know what I said in the last blog, but at first it didn't hurt. I was fine, but then slowly but surely it started to hurt more and more... The images repeating in my head... I couldn't concentrate on my work... From experience, I resorted to music, but I couldn't find a song to describe how I felt... So I did my best to write one. I hope to one day, perfect it if I'm honest, and by that figuring out the guitar to go with it. I've made it to be acoustic, simply because I think it suits it best. Or get someone who is a singer/band to co-write and put it out there... Either way, it will be a completed song at some point!

Well anyways, apart from that it was another week of intense revision... Though I find I revise less due to college. I get so tired traveling there and back that in the evenings I don't get any work done... But I got loads done today, and hopefully I will do the same tomorrow! Just the thought of this time next week my exams for January will be over is pulling me through!

Here is a thought provoking thing for you all. So an act of altruism, is an un-selfish act, but is that really the case? I'm a prime example, I'm very easy on letting people borrow my cds, and advertising bands... I do it, so the band increases in popularity, and will be more likely to tour over here, so I can see them live. Bit of a bad example, but if you think about the unselfish things you do, think if you actually get anything out of it. I think you will find there will be at least one.

Sorry it isn't as long as last weeks, but I'll just add I am thinking of just switching back to the blog permanently... Due to the amount of effort I go to for the vlog, and the little audience... But if my little crowd demands the vlog, a vlog they will have, so please say which you prefer! And I'll leave you with this awesome Jack Barakat picture that cheered me up greatly yesterday!