The Thoughts and Plans of the Doone

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2011-07-11T10:31:00.001-07:00

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2011-06-22T13:19:00.001-07:00

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2011-06-15T13:14:00.001-07:00

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2011-06-08T12:31:00.001-07:00

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2011-04-16T12:15:00.001-07:00

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I see your name in lights, We could make you a star, Girl we'll take the world by storm, It isn't that hard

2011-03-13T11:19:00.000-07:00

Wow, these last two weeks have been really good! So last week I went to my friend's house and slept over for his 18th, which was awesome! I had a great time. Also I finally got my hands on Pokemon White, which I will do a mini review of below. Then last Tuesday I had my radio DJ induction at Ridge Radio! It was awesome, the equipment is really easy to use which is great! My show will either be on a Monday morning or a Saturday afternoon! I'll keep you posted, I don't want to say too much as it is not really official yet! Then last night, well you can guess what happened from the picture above!

Yes, I saw All Time Low live! It was epic! I went with two of my friends, and we got there about 5, so it was 2 hours of waiting, but as you can see from the pictures I got pretty close! There were two opening acts, Young Guns and Yellowcard. I had heard one or two songs by both, but I kept an open mind. So Young Guns were pretty epic! Not all the crowd were there for them, but they didn't seem to care. Their set was awesome, they got me into the mood for the gig! I plan on buying their album! Yellowcard were also pretty epic, and they have a true unique sound. they are a pop punk band with a violinist! I also plan on buying either their last album, or the one coming out next week.. Not too sure to be honest! Then All Time Low, well words can't describe how epic they were! I've always thought they sounded better live, but they sounded the best I've ever heard them! Though when they were talking their voices seemed really high pitched! Oh well, it doesn't change anything! Their set list was awesome, and Alex Gaskarth gains more respect (even though he has my full respect already) when he said at the end the Red Cross number and to donate to Japan! It was a truly epic night, I wish I was going again tonight!

Pokemon White is the latest Pokemon game. Graphics wise, it is amazing. Considering it's for the DS, they show off the new 3D-ness where ever they can, and everything generally looks really good! I do feel they have made the game easier though! I think you gain more EXP from battles, also the new Pokemon are generally overpowered in some way! Also in the old games when your Pokemon are poisoned, every few steps the screen would flash and your Pokemon would lose health, until it had 1 HP left... Now nothing happens... I also progressed really quickly through the games, I did all the gyms first time! I only had difficulty with the Elite Four! I have one problem with the game, after you have done the elite 4, their is a jump in the enemy's Pokemon levels... They jump from 50 to 65... Which is annoying, but not too much of a problem. Overall it is a great game, so any Pokemon fans I recommend it to you!

I can't think of anything else to write, so I will end it here... Later

Maybe it's just something I can't admit but lately, I feel like I don't give a shit.

2011-02-27T12:50:00.000-08:00

Sorry about no blog yesterday but I was really tired! The picture is of Katie Cecil for the NOH8 campaign, and I just think it's awesome! Admittedly mainly because it is Katie Cecil, but it fits with the campaign very well! If you didn't know the NOH8 campaign is against the ban of homosexual marriages in America.

Anyhow this week was half term and I've spent it doing nothing really. I've been relaxing as I've needed to for a while now. Although with one of my friends I saw the Kings Speech doing the week. It is a good film, but I wouldn't watch it again. It's one of those films.

Yesterday I went into London for the Celebi event in GAME. It was pretty good as I got to play the latest Pokemon game! I must say the graphics are awesome, better than how they come across in screencaps and stuff! Although there was an annoying glitch... So in the game you had 3 Pokemon, one of the starters, Deerling and it said you have 'Zoura' but it's another Deerling...Oh well after that me and my friend went around London, checking out various shops which included a Japanese supermarket! We decided to also see the film Paul! Which is an awesome film, it is soo funny, I recommend it! I came home to find All Time Low leaked the studio version of Time Bomb! I have to say at first I was disappointed, simply because I preferred the live version. But as I listened to it again it grew on me! I really like it and am more hyped than ever for Dirty Work!

There will be no blog next week as I'm going to my friend's house for his 18, and I'll be getting Pokemon White! So see ya in two weeks!

It Was Like A Time Bomb Set Into Motion, We Knew That It Was Destined To Explode

2011-02-20T12:22:00.000-08:00

Hey people, sorry for no blog yesterday I just wasn't in the mood to write one! This week was another week at college, but on Friday we broke up for half term! Although this week All Time Low wise was good and bad... Good in the sense that a new song was played live on their European Dirty Work tour, called Time Bomb, and one of the crew members filmed it and put it on youtube! Then the bad news is that Dirty Work has been held back yet again due to Interscope (their record label) 'restructuring'. It isn't the only album to be held back, but still it is annoying. Particularly when you think the album was originally meant to come out in January... On the bright side, Alex Gaskarth said that they will try and release some songs very soon, so I'll settle for that! Particularly as I watched the studio updates on the hustler site, and the clips of the songs sound awesome! Particularly the rift for 'Do You Want Me (Dead)'! Oh and by the way, I don't think that picture is the actual album art for the album, particularly as that isn't the All Time Low logo... But it is a cool picture none the less...

I'll give a review of the anime Elfen Lied, which is an anime about a mutant human with a purpose to rid the world of humans. The beginning is a particular mutant escaping, killing with ease numerous guards. In escaping she receives an injury in the head (I won't reveal how), and this causes her to have a spilt personality. Ending up acting more like a child. She washes up on a beach where Kohta and Yuka, cousins who come across her. They take her in, without knowing about her murderous side. I won't spoil the rest. It is a serious psychological anime, with romance. It has a deep storyline, and I have to warn you, as mentioned in the last blog, does contain nudity and a large amount of gore. When I mention the gore, don't under estimate it because it is an anime, it is quite detailed. It is a good anime, with a great storyline, I thoroughly recommend it, particularly as it is only 14 episodes (1 is an OVA).

As you know I like to know to a degree if people read this, so I was wondering if people could tell me if they read this, it's out of curiosity more than anything. Thanks, and that's all as I'm busy trying to get #DirtyWork to trend on twitter... Help me?

Blow The Candles Out, Looks Like A Solo Tonight, I'm Beginning To See The Light

2011-02-12T10:43:00.000-08:00

I chose this picture of Cassadee Pope for a reason, which is that Hey Monday's Candles EP was released this week... In America only! It sucks, because I've listened to it on Youtube and it sounds amazing! As soon as it gets released over here (if it does...) I'll be buying it! Well anyways, this week has been another week at college! I managed to finish K-ON!, Shinrei Tantei Yakumo(Psychic Detective Yakumo) and Kaichou wa Maid-sama(My President is a Maid)! I'll be doing short reviews for each below! I've gone against what I've said before, and I've pre-ordered Pokemon White... Simply because I really want to do a new Pokemon game, and Amazon are doing it for £25 so I thought why not. Also my laptop decided to kill it self on Thursday, it made me restart it to 'install' updates, when it just corrupted a system file. I need the starter disc to fix it (according to my dad there isn't one [but he is not a reliable source), but hopefully my sister's boyfriend has one! The only problem is it has forced me to the downstairs computer and I can't watch Elfen Lied as if my dad walks past (he stares at the screen as he does it) on a gory/nudity (no it's a weird hentai(porn) series)! Though I've just received news I'm getting a new laptop tomorrow! Also, 1 month today I see All Time Low!!!! :D

K-ON! is a comedy anime about a group of 4 girls who form a band in their school's Light Music Club. They set themselves a goal, to play at the Hōkago (I think it's the biggest music venue in Japan)! The band consists of a drummer (Ritsu), bassist (Mio), keyboardist (Tsumugi), and guitarist+singer(Yui) in their first year! Then in the second year of school, a new first-year member joins as the rhythm guitarist (Azusa)! Then second series is K-ON!! is mainly when the original 4 are in their last year of High School! I love this series, one of the best animes I have ever watched! It is such a funny anime it's left my literally laughing my heart out! I think the main reason the comedy works is that there is a range of it, as the characters themselves are quite different! Ritsu is a tom-boy, Mio is a smart-shy person, Tsumugi is the rich gentle and sweet type, Yui is the clumsy-airhead, and Azusa is the serious type! I will admit the first season isn't as good as the second, but it is still good! The second season is just epic, so if you want a laugh I recommend it! Also there is a movie to follow the series announced which is defiantly something to look for and also Bandai picked up the license to dub it in English (first series only so far!)

Kaichou wa Maid-sama! (I'm doing this one next as it's similar to K-ON!) is another comedy anime, with romance, which revolves around Misaki Ayuzawa, who is the first female student council president at Seika High School, a school that was a boys only school but changed into a co-ed school recently. Which makes the females a minority, but she sets out to make the school a better place for them. Although her family is in a massive debt which was left behind by her father (who ran away) so she has a part time job as a maid in a maid cafe! She tries to keep this a secret , but Usui, a fellow student, bumps into her at work. Which causes him to gain an interest in her! It is extremely funny, the Misaki and Usui combo just works extremely well! Although Usui is really extremely funny most of the time! I thoroughly recommend it!

Shinrei Tantei Yakumo is a more serious anime, about Yakumo whose left eye is red and with it he can see the souls of the dead. Also he can talk to them. He talks to them to find the reason they are there, and will fulfil the reason to let them pass on. Then he comes across Haruka Ozawa whose friend has been possessed, which starts to lead on to a journey to free him from his painful past. It is a good anime, and surprisingly well paced considering it is only 13 episodes! Although the cases are mostly extremely predictable, but the over all storyline is not predictable and is full of twists and turns! It is similar to Death Note, but it seems to lack something... I still recommend it though!

Well I can't think of anything else, and if you are not into anime I'm sorry... Well to make up for it I'll leave you this picture of Jack Barakat rehearsing for the European Tour!

Dedication Takes A Lifetime, But Dreams Only Last For A Night

2011-02-05T09:13:00.001-08:00

Wow, this is my 100th blog+vlog post! If only I knew how to make it special... Anyhow, this week, has mainly been relaxing and starting the new modules for all my subjects for the June exams! Also I said I would let the college borrow my legally purchased music, with my obvious ulterior motive! I've also finished watching Bamboo Blade (review below) and I'm currently watching K-ON!

I've probably mentioned this before, but it came up during the week so I feel like saying it (even if it is a repeat), but people don't realize the amount of pressure there is on me. By that I'm referring to when people think I'm always okay with exams, as they are worried as they feel they are not prepared (putting it nicely). But for me, when people say that there is pressure not to fail. Which is the same as everybody else, but my fail is a higher mark. Particularly as I need at least a B in all of my subjects to get into the University I want to! I'm feeling fairly confident about it in all my subjects, a part from Law... Although as I'm lucky enough to have an extreme knack for maths (phrasing it the least arrogantly as possible) it will hopefully counterbalance it (I'm aiming for an A* in Maths and I think I will defiantly get at least a C in Law).

Bamboo Blade is an anime about a kendo instructor at a school, called Toraji Ishida, who has a bet with his senpai (this is what younger students call older students [that's a simple way of putting it, there is a bit more to it]) that if Toraji's female team can beat his then he can have free sushi at his father's restaurant for a year. There is only one problem, there is only one female student in the kendo club. So he goes finding members for his team. When he comes across Tamaki Kawazoe, a girl who has happened to have been trained in kendo since she was very young! And you get the idea! It is a comedy, and is guaranteed to make you laugh! Unlike some animes, it also has a good pace, things don't go too fast or slow. Plus it's one of few animes I've watched that I actually like all the characters (expect Dan-kun, but he is meant to be annoying so it doesn't count). It's got my reccomendation, it is one of my top favourite animes I have watched! It really makes me want to do kendo...

This week Hey Monday have a single coming out! It's going to be Candles (a song from their first album) re-done! With it will also be an acoustic version, which is the very first version, and also a new song 'The One That Got Away'! As far as I'm aware it's only coming out on iTunes, and I've mentioned this yet I don't even know if it's coming out in the UK... I really hope so!

That will be all for this week... I'm feeling a bit ill... Well I'm going back to K-ON! (it is an awesome anime as well), laters!

I Used To Be Love Drunk, But Now I'm Hung Over, Love You Forever, Forever Is Over

2011-01-29T09:49:00.000-08:00

This week my exams ended for a while and it feels so good not having to intensely revise! I had a Law and Psychology exam, and I felt generally they both went well, but I felt the Psychology exam went much better than the Law one! Oh well, I'll be finally able to go back to Explorers and be able to kick back and relax for a while! Though one of my Psychology teachers takes the piss, we had the exam and she sent an exam out saying to read over the studies from last year... But I remember the studies roughly so I won't bother. So today has mainly been relaxing watching Bamboo Blade (an awesome anime).

I saw the a comment the other day that sent me into a real rage so I'm going to have a rant about something I have already ranted about in this blog but with new point. Yes, illegally downloading music. I've already gone through the points of how it is extremely bad for the economy and the artists get no money. So if you think about it, if everybody illegally downloaded music, the artists would get no money, will have to stop due to finical reasons and that would be the end of the music industry. Plus I think if the music industry ended that would greatly affect the economy in a bad way, but I haven't looked into that. But here is my new point, so when you illegally download the music it's free. So your saying that the artist's music isn't even good enough to buy, so surely that means you are not a fan of that artist? Then there is the point it is similar to borrowing a CD of a friend... It kinda is, if the friend lent out the cd to at least 100 people. So really it's the smaller and upcoming artists that suffer the most as they don't have many fans, and then if most illegally download their music, the record company would be seeing them as a loss of money and drop them (don't quote me on this I'm using logic). So when you are next about to illegally download music, think about it. End rant.

Okay, so some of you may have heard but naked pictures of the bass guitarist of All Time Low, Zack Merrick, have appeared on the internet. Now I know people are going to ask me on this, so I thought I would clear up my opinion... It's no big deal what so ever. Why? Because Jack Barakat has flashed his load plenty of times (just watch the documentary part of All Time Low Straight to DVD there is a section of it [sorry girls it is censored, with his face]) and also the band are known for getting half-naked while performing. So screw the haters, they have nothing on Zack!

I've decided to stick to the blog from now on, simply because it's much easier for me to do so I hope no-one has any objections! Though I will (try to) post a picture with every blog post, to make it somewhat interesting. This will be all for this week, later.

I Maybe Hurt, I Maybe Down, But I'll Be Fine, As Long As You Have Your Happy Ending

2011-01-22T09:56:00.001-08:00

The blog name is lyrics from a song I wrote called, Your Happy Ending. My facebook friends can read it, I'm not sure about posting it here... Simply because it's still a working process, I mean since I posted it I've changed it like ten times already. Now I bet you're wondering, why I wrote a song? Well I'll explain it all...

Yesterday I was walking to my law lesson, ironically I was a bit early to catch a glimpse of my crush, and well I did... Kissing someone else... I know what I said in the last blog, but at first it didn't hurt. I was fine, but then slowly but surely it started to hurt more and more... The images repeating in my head... I couldn't concentrate on my work... From experience, I resorted to music, but I couldn't find a song to describe how I felt... So I did my best to write one. I hope to one day, perfect it if I'm honest, and by that figuring out the guitar to go with it. I've made it to be acoustic, simply because I think it suits it best. Or get someone who is a singer/band to co-write and put it out there... Either way, it will be a completed song at some point!

Well anyways, apart from that it was another week of intense revision... Though I find I revise less due to college. I get so tired traveling there and back that in the evenings I don't get any work done... But I got loads done today, and hopefully I will do the same tomorrow! Just the thought of this time next week my exams for January will be over is pulling me through!

Here is a thought provoking thing for you all. So an act of altruism, is an un-selfish act, but is that really the case? I'm a prime example, I'm very easy on letting people borrow my cds, and advertising bands... I do it, so the band increases in popularity, and will be more likely to tour over here, so I can see them live. Bit of a bad example, but if you think about the unselfish things you do, think if you actually get anything out of it. I think you will find there will be at least one.

Sorry it isn't as long as last weeks, but I'll just add I am thinking of just switching back to the blog permanently... Due to the amount of effort I go to for the vlog, and the little audience... But if my little crowd demands the vlog, a vlog they will have, so please say which you prefer! And I'll leave you with this awesome Jack Barakat picture that cheered me up greatly yesterday!

The Haters Are Hating, The Haters they Hate Me, The Lovers Are Loving, But The Lovers They Hate Me Too

2011-01-16T12:11:00.000-08:00

Long time no blog! I thought as if I don't do this, there won't be a vlog for like three weeks, and I feel kinda bad... Plus there are things I want to get off my chest, and it only takes like only one third of the time to do this compared to the vlog! So I think whenever I can't do the vlog, I'll just do a blog! I hope you don't mind!

So the last two weeks have pretty much been hard-core revision (excluding the last two days, but it does include half of today). I had a Psychology, and Law retake, also my Maths Statistics 1 exam this week. I felt the Psychology and Maths exam went incredibly well, and the Law retake I feel I did better than last time but there was room for improvement... I only have two exams left (for January) which are my Law and Psychology A2 modules... I'm bricking myself over these if I am honest, simply as there is so much I need to remember, but I think as long as I revise this week, and the week after then it will be fine. I really regret taking Law....

Well recently my emotions have been an absolute mess, and when I say emotions I mean just love really... So I've mentioned a girl in my vlogs, and if I am honest I think I've given up on her (not sure though). Simply because I always see her with guys, I understand they are probably just friends, and on top of this, from what I know, we are quite different people... With only a few things in common, like very few...
Then I have realized for a while I have been in denial over how I feel for a close friend of mine, then my feelings have just been all kinda hazy... I'm not sure if the feelings have just gone or what...

Though I have seemed to gain a crush on Cassadee Pope (the amazing lead singer of Hey Monday). I mean she is incredibly beautiful (I'm cringe-y I know, and I honestly don't know why I am a hopeless romantic [emphasis on hopeless]), I mean just look at her (below)

Apart from her looks, she is an awesome person, I saw a few interviews and deemed her to be awesome from that. Though I think my dreams recently have had an impact, which I will explain. So I have recently had a re-occuring dream starting on Tuesday, where I would go to this bar and I will be alone and I would be there to think. On Tuesday night, Cassadee walked in and I talked to her about stuff, then it was really late and we decided to call it a night, and I woke up. Then same pretty much happened on Wednesday but it was Brenda Mejia (bass guitarist of Rixy Fisk [remember this, there is something else I want to add to this part, but not here]). Then on Thrusday was where it got a bit weird... It started off the same, (same bar, same reason) then Alex Gaskarth (if you don't know who he is by know, google him) walked in looking a bit down. We ended up having a 'man chat', my problem was that I had recently broke up with a girl I met at university, and it was completely out of the blue. Alex was like, 'maybe she really loves you, and she is letting you go to see if you go back to her', which seems logical... Anyhow, that's when Cassadee re-enters. Alex then takes me to one side and tells me that Cassadee was talking about me a lot yesterday, and that I would have to make a choice. I ended up just talking to her and Alex... Jack Barakat (you have absolutely no excuse not to know who he is) walked in randomly, and I woke up. I mentioned it, because I am thinking the 'choice' is between who I currently have feelings for, or to not bother and wait for university... Which I can understand, because if I get into a relationship with either the girl's mentioned above, university may cause them to fail...

Anyways, to the Brenda Mejia point... Now I want someone to give me a reality check (I have a slight crush on her, because she is incredibly awesome), but yeah I mentioned the dream on twitter and she replied, 'hahahaha! well hopefully that dream comes true ;)'... How am I meant to interpret this??? I think I have the wrong idea...

The last two days were incredibly awesome, it was my friend's 18th party on Friday where I had an awesome time and had loads of laughs. Yesterday one of my Hey Monday CD's arrived (2 days early), and I caught up with one of my friends. I also got Battlefield Bad Company for free, and my Lucky Star DVD finally works properly (borrowed this disc cleaner stuff). Today hasn't been so good, I really needed to revise but I wasn't in the mood... I got some done, but I needed to have done more...

Well this is a very long post so I will cut it out here! There will be another blog next week! Laters
PS: If you have any advice you want to give me regarding this, feel free to contact me anyway you know how (HINT HINT)

Hoping My Night Could Be Better Than Theirs In The End

2011-01-01T13:13:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas Kiss My Ass

2010-12-24T08:57:00.000-08:00

I'll Ask You If The Rain Still Makes You Smile

2010-12-05T09:03:00.000-08:00

All Damn Night And All Damn Day, Because Of You Bitch I Would Rather Do Nothing

2010-11-20T10:26:00.000-08:00

If This Is What You Think Is Honest, Honestly I Think I'm Going To Freak Out

2010-11-13T10:18:00.000-08:00

I Was Told To Stay Away, Those Two Words I Can't Obey

2010-11-06T08:38:00.000-07:00

The Things I Have Experienced Brighten Up The Path That I Wanted To Live

2010-10-31T10:04:00.000-07:00

Should I Write Myself Out Of The History Books?

2010-10-23T14:59:00.000-07:00

When You Come Around, My Head's In The Clouds

2010-10-16T11:47:00.001-07:00

Living With the Feeling That I've Given Up Everything For You

2010-10-09T07:58:00.001-07:00

Scream Your Heart Out

2010-10-02T07:39:00.001-07:00

I've decided to turn my blog into a vlog, so I will merely post the video links here. I may change back, it depends how I feel.... I hope you like it!

She gets what she wants, And she breaks what she gets, Get out while you can or she will rip you to pieces

2010-09-25T07:07:00.000-07:00

I'm a bit disappointed that no one got the song last week... It's one of my favourite All Time Low songs, Jasey Rae. Oh well I'm not doing it any more!

So second week of college, I'm still not used to college yet, but I'm getting there. Though I started to become ill a couple of days ago, which only makes things worse... Plus I have found the personal statement is the most annoying thing in the world. Especially for someone who is illiterate like me... I'm on my like 5th draft already. I just want it to be okayed, and sent off already... Just so I can concentrate on my work...

I watched the All Time Low Straight to DVD documentary, and it is really good! It tells you about how the band first formed, and how they got to where they are today! Also it shows what it is like on tour, plus the personalities of the band members. It also has funny moments where they are messing around! I thoroughly recommend it to All Time Low fans! Oh and by the way, I feel like boasting about the fact I'm seeing them in March! I'm going with a couple of my friends from explorers, it's going to be epic! If only Kate was going... Or even KSM were the opening act! That would be awesome...

Right so this week KSM's first album, Read Between the Lines was released in the states... And it is still not released over here! I want to changed this, and after begging iTunes (I seriously did), they referred me to a part of a site where you can request things for the iTunes store. So if anyone has 5 spare minutes, please follow this link. http://www.apple.com/feedback/itunes.html Then request an artist. Put KSM in the artist box, then Walt Disney Records as the record deal! In the comment box put like they are really awesome, and that your from the UK. I'm hoping if enough people do this, they will release all the KSM stuff in the UK iTunes store, and I can go on a spending spree...

I've only really kind of thought about my connection with Kate (was going to put relationship, but people will get the wrong idea..) and I've only just realized that I have a friendship with her. I'm not saying I'm close friends with her, but it's how I feel. We have talked quite a few times after all. I just wish I knew her for real... Just because I know that if anything me and her could be great friends...

Well I have a lot of work to do, so laters....

Don't make this easy, I want you to mean it

2010-09-18T04:25:00.002-07:00

The winner of the competition last week was Jemma Greetham, as she correctly guessed the lyrics were from Walls by All Time Low. Ironically she was the fastest, and was the only one not to use google (well I don't know about one). The same competition is running this week, but I think less people will enter for this one, it's less known than last week. Same prize as last week!

Well first week back at college was tiring. Though I learnt why in psychology, and it's quite obvious really. I've gone from a life of no stress, into a life with lots of stress. However, I have found it annoying that my main Law teacher has basically pushed us straight into the deep end. Expecting us to remember what we did in block timetable, two months ago! Luckily my other one, is treating us as if we have just started. Oh well, my other subjects are okay, so that helps. Plus I have started my extended project psychology research, I have been calling it an experiment, but it isn't, but I have for simplicity. If anyone who is reading this is interested in being a part of it, leave a comment or get in touch with me by email, facebook, and etc. If you have said you would be a part of it, check your inbox now on facebook!

Well I got All Time Low Straight to DVD this week, it is awesome to the power of over 9000. It comes with a CD as well as the DVD. The CD is the live tracks from the gig in New York, and the DVD has the live gig, and also it has a documentary with the songs played at gigs placed in between. I haven't seen it yet, as I haven't had the chance, I've only seen the gig, which is so awesome! I plan on seeing it later, and I'll write more about it next week. I also bought their iTunes exclusive Live Session. From the title you can tell it's a live album, but it's been done without a crowd, which I prefer, cause it means they are singing the whole song. I love the album, but the only little problem I have with it is in Dear Maria Count Me In, something happens to the lead singer's (Alex Gaskart) guitar pick (I think it breaks), but it happens when it goes quiet in Dear Maria anyhow, so it's not too much of a problem. I thoroughly recommend it, it's less than £5! Also they are doing a little tour in the UK next March, and I'm hoping to go on the 12th March the Brixton date.

That is all for this week, I need to get some work done, all I've done today is apply for a job... Laters

In retrospect I wouldn't do it again, Stop talking **** to every one of your friends, I'm not the same boy you've been playing

2010-09-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

Well this week was my last week of freedom... Well I spent most of it finishing up the summer work and my personal statement. I also enrolled into college. It was very pointless to be honest. We could have done it all over the phone, email or even a letter. Oh well, it wasn't as bad as the timetable fiasco! The college blocked attachments on the college email, and sent the timetable attached 3 times! Well I was sent mine twice, and one belongs to someone else.... To be honest I'm just glad I got my timetable, and it's alright. Though when I finish EPQ, it's awesome! Oh and also, the college told me on Friday they sent my PE exam to be remarked, and it came back a grade higher... So I increased a grade in the subject I dropped... I just find it annoying, cause I would have rather gone up a grade in Psychology (cause it would have been possible, Law would have been a long shot). Even though I got the same grade in Law, Psychology and PE, PE is still the lowest, as it is bang on a B. Where the other two are a few marks of an A...

I think it's going to be weird to start college again. As I will be in new classes and have different teachers, well I only have one same teacher as last year. I've even changed forms... Well it will be a new experience at least, hopefully I'll be able to make more new friends, unlike last year where I only made a few... Plus another thing is that I know a few people in lower sixth, so it's going to be weird seeing those people around. Though I think it's going to be a good year, well I hope so!

On a side note, I wanted to mention my idea for a video. I have an idea of making like a proper music video for a song, it won't be comedic (though I plan on using rock band guitars and drums). I was wondering if people think it's a good idea? It's not something you see on Youtube, but it would be original. I thought of this as I have an idea to do one for Stella by All Time Low. If people think it's a good idea or not, please let me know!

This week I also ordered Dead Master figma figure, she is the villain in Black Rock Shooter OVA, and I saw a pose of both of them... I couldn't resist... I also bought All Time Low Straight to DVD and Put Up or Shut Up albums yesterday, for doing well in PE....

Say I know barely anyone reads this now, but I think it would be cool if I did a mini competition... Winner gets mentioned in the next blog, I'm not rich enough to give out prizes... The competition is simple, first one to tell me the song the lyrics of the title of this blog post is from, wins. I know this will probably fail and no one will tell me the answer, but I thought I would try...

And on that note that's all for this week, laters

And they had you in their targets, They're smiling with you in their targets

2010-09-04T05:07:00.000-07:00

Well I haven't done much this week, though thanks to Dave (channel) I'm back into Robot Wars... Plus I finished watching Clannad! Also Thursday I got a few things.... I got New Medicines album by Dead Poetic, a Black Rock Shooter figure from Japan (which is awesomeness squared, and also came with the Black Rock Shooter OVA!), a Lucario statue thing, and a Riolu and Zoroak plushes (the last 3 were gifts from Japan from my friend who has recently been there). All of which are awesome! Though I have decided I want to go to Japan next year, so I'm not going to go to the May Expo (rather get stuff in Japan!), plus I need a job. So if anyone who reads this knows where there is a job available please contact me! Though I'm not going to apply until I get my timetable, just so I know what hours I can do!

Clannad is an amazing anime, I must say it's number 2 in my list. It's only number 2 to Angel Beats as Angel Beats is more my type of anime, that's what it literally comes down to! It is about a boy named Tomoya Okazaki, who is a delinquent, starts to change his ways when he meets a girl (Nagisa Furukawa) who is standing on the bottom of the hill, talking to herself. She finds it hard for herself to climb the hill up to school, and then Tomoya tells her she needs to find new fun things to do. They then walk up the hill together. He then see's her eating alone in the courtyard, and he then walks over to her and talks to her. He finds out she is repeating the year as she has a serious illness which will make her very poorly all of a sudden for a long period of time. He then convinces her to join the drama club as it's what she wants to do, though the drama club disbanded due to a lack of members, a few months ago. They then start a new drama club. A variety of characters get involved in the drama club, and they then perform a play at the school arts festival, about a girl who is alone in a world that ended, and she creates a doll that springs to live. However Tomoya has not told Nagisa that he has dreamed of this before, and clips are seen in the series of this. There are twists in the story which I won't spoil!

Then Clannad After Story, continues where Clannad left off. In this series the characters graduate, and it follows what happens to Tomoya. I'm don't want to spoil what happens here, so I'll leave it like that! To be honest, this anime is for anyone. I think as long as you like a good story, this is for you. I throughly recommend this anime. Oh and be warned, this is most likely going to make you cry! Watch in Japanese with subtitles, the english dub is rubbish. Most voices do not match, and lack emoition, and also it doesn't sound professionally done. I haven't watched the Clannad movie yet, but it is an alternate version which sticks more true to the manga, the voices are the same, bar Tomoya, he is the only voice that is different.

That's all for this week, laters

I stand alone, I'm on my own, My hands will bleed

2010-08-28T10:15:00.000-07:00

This week I went to Blackpool, to visit Lancaster University open day. I found we stayed in Blackpool, because there was something for my parents to do in the evening. What did I do? I played my DS, listening to music. To be honest, it wasn't a holiday, so I was happy. Plus it gave me some space from the world. Some isolation, that I've needed. Lancaster University is my number 1 university. As it's what I wanted, it is a small university, but it will give me loads of opportunities. Plus it's more than far enough away. I want a fresh start at uni, and I think the further I go away, the better.

Now I better you're wondering, why did I need some isolation? Well, I needed to set my feelings straight. How I feel towards people, and well who my real friends are. I've also come to the conclusion, that I am actually emotionally ready for a relationship. But however, I'm not going to be looking for one. I'll just get on with my life, hope to meet someone that I get along well with, then see what happens from there. I guess this shows I've learnt from the mistake of January... I've feel I have changed a lot this summer. Well I have...

I guess a major change has been I've started to believe in God, and have started building my faith. Well it's been a month now I think, but I didn't want to blog it, as I was scared of what others would say. Especially as most of my friends are Atheists... I mean I understand their views... But I've received some messages from God through my friend Carolyn. I've prayed about things, and she would randomly answer them. This is too remote for coincidence, I didn't even tell her if I prayed, let alone what about. This is my foundation for belief...

I would review Clannad, this amazing anime (made by the same people who did Angel Beats), but I haven't finished watching it.. So I'll do it next week, and on that note, that's all for this week. Laters

And the sun doesn't give the light to the moon, Assuming the moon is going to owe it one

2010-08-22T09:07:00.001-07:00

This week I got my AS results, I'm only going to say I got what I needed to apply to the universities I want to (I'm not one to boast), though I have to retake the January law and psychology, to bump up the grades overall. I also went to Wolverhampton University yesterday, which was really good, though it will be my back-up. Why? Cause I can actually already apply for the course I want with my AS results, I have enough UCAS points. On the note of Universities, I have changed my mind. I've found out doing Law and Criminology means the Law part isn't a qualifying Law degree (to practice). So if I did want to become a prosecutor, I would have to do another year course after it. So I've decided to do just Criminology, though apply at Sheffield to do Criminology and Law, as they don't do Criminology by itself, and I really like that university. Plus I thought Lancaster University was ucas points, it's not... So I've decided to not do further maths as(at the moment), for the mere fact it won't help me with anything, and it will be extra work. Though I've found out what my dad wants me to do. Maths at a university near by. I would do a Maths degree, but the thing is it wouldn't be useful to me in the future, with what I want to do. Plus he is the reason I want to go to a university far away.

Some of you may know, this week my Youtube account was banned. As my Anime Music Video's (AMV), where banned for copyright. Well I'm annoyed at the fact the wrong part of the company has actually banned the video, which actually gave me legal grounds to counter the claim. But I don't get why AMV's get banned. I mean sure they use the anime clips without permission, but they don't claim the anime is in fact theirs. Plus they do advertise the music and the anime. In fact about half of my music library was discovered from music from AMV's. Plus some people watch an AMV and then watch the anime! Under US law, you are allowed to use copyright material to advertise it. So doesn't what I just said prove they are legal use of the copyright material? I will admit I am bitter about it, as I don't see what is bad about AMV's, in fact the companies are losing money from banning AMV's. I think Youtube should change the flagging system, where it puts you into contact with the company, where you can discuss it. I know it will take a longer time for the companies, but this way everyone will be happy!

One thing I hate about my life at the moment, probably the only thing, is the contradiction I have. I want a relationship, yet I know I'm not ready for one. I think everyone probably knows this, as I'm obviously not emotionally stable enough. I mean just look at what happened in January.... I don't even count her as my first girlfriend... I've learnt my lesson, I'm planning on avoiding relationships until I get over Kate, as that itself will mess up the relationship (obviously). Though I have no idea how to get over her. I mean I know I don't help myself talking to her on twitter and formspring, and then staying up to watch her show. But she was apart from my favorite band of all time (I'm still not over the break-up), so some admiration of that keeps me talking to her. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do about it... I guess that's something I should talk to the Councillor about when I go back to college...

That's it for the week, I've also ordered my first anime figure... I'm slowly becoming an otaku.... And I'm off to Blackpool to see Lancaster University on Tuesday for 3 days... Laters

Tears, You try so hard to hide, You hold them all inside, Pretend it doesn't matter

2010-08-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

Well this week, I had darts practice, went round my friend's house multiple times, and also spent a day in London with some other friends. In London we went to the Dungeons, where Jack the Ripper scared the life out of me, went on the London Eye, and also went to Oxford street. It was an amazing day!

Well on yesterday's cambio's daily wrap up show, two of my tweets got read out! One of which was funny. The first one that was read out, was me saying I have a phobia of swans, cause Kate asked for weird phobias... I was attacked by one... Another was when they asked for what accent's do we like, and I said American cause I do. And they were like, Kate: I have an american accent!, Katie: So do I!, it was so funny for me to watch as I was the one who tweeted it. Unfortunately, they didn't say my name... Oh well, it was still cool anyhow.

Well KSM split up last week, and well I made a kind of tribute to them... The only way I know how... Yes I made an Anime Music Video, to one of their songs. Well I've made two, to the same song. It is a tribute to them, because this way I can get more people into their music, plus I picked the right anime, Angel Beats! as there is a all-girl rock band in that, so most people who like Girls Dead Monster will probably like them. Well here is the first one and here is the second one. I do plan on making at least two more to KSM songs, and another one to a Girls Dead Monster. This is how much I love Angel Beats!

Well that's all for this week as I have to get ready now, see ya!

Ya used to call, Say you missed me, Now I guess you're way too busy, It isn't hard to tell

2010-08-07T09:27:00.000-07:00

Well this week I finished the book, 'The Jigsaw Man' (I'll explain more below), also Angel Beats! Track Zero light novel (again, I'll explain below), also had a mini-depression... KSM SPLIT UP THIS WEEK! Well I knew it was going to happen, after they hadn't picked a new bass player after like 3 months... But I was just so upset that I never got to see them live, they are my favorite band after all! All I got to do was watch a live feed for when they opened for Mitchel Musso at the Filmore in New York... Oh well, I'm still friends with Kate (her words, well 'twitter friends'), and she has a show on cambio.com. She literally just talks about cambio stuff, and general stuff. I'm hoping Shelby and Katie go solo, and Shae joins another band. I've also been filming an Angel Beats! review, which should be finished around Monday (going through extreme editing process).

Well today I went to Warkwick university, which looks pretty awesome! My only problem is they don't do criminology there, so I would have to do a law degree, instead of a joint honors. But it looks nice, has nice sports facilities, has a cinema (a mini one), a cd+dvd shop, and a thing that has books like a library, but no rules pretty much! So it looks like I'm probably going to apply there!

Well The Jigsaw Man is a book by Paul Britton, who was the first British Forensic psychiatrist. It's an interesting book which shows how he looked at the scene of the crime and what happened to the victim to determine characteristics of the killer. Though I'll admit it's not for the light hearted, there is some details I'd rather forget, for example the Jamie Bulger case... I was reading the book for my personal statement.

Well Angel Beats! Track Zero is a prequel to the series. It's from the character Hinata's point of view, and it's from when him and Yuri first started the Battlefront against 'God'. It also has the characters, Ooyama, Chaa, Noda, Shiina and of course Angel. If you like Angel Beats, it is a must read, unless you prefer reading manga, then it's practically the same as the Heaven's Door manga.

Well that's all for this week, laters!

Looking back on the path I walked I’ve had enough of only having the things I hate, The things I have experienced brighten the path that I wanted to ,

2010-07-31T10:38:00.000-07:00

Well I didn't do much this week, I watched Soul Eater and Angel Beats! (yes I watched Angel Beats again), had a wasted trip to the library on Tuesday as they didn't have the book I need, Wednesday I then met up with some friends from my old school in Croydon, then some other friends from explorers and we saw Toy Story 3, which was worth the 11 year wait.

Well my review of Soul Eater, it's very disappointing... People hyped this anime up, but I didn't get any of the hype, or comedy for that matter. It didn't make me laugh once, when I asked what was funny about it, it turns out what I hated most about it, was actually the funny part. It is that Black Star's attention seeking and Kid's love of symmetry character traits, made them lose battles... I found this annoying, in particularly with Kid. I'm fine with it outside of battles, but I got frustrated when they got owned due to these traits. Kid observing the enemies perfect symmetry, while getting his ass kicked, and he's meant to be a Shinigami? But apart from that, I felt it was a bad rip off of the anime Bleach, and also Black Star is too similar to the character Naruto (from Naruto) for my liking... I wouldn't recommend it, especially as the anime has a poor ending.

I can't think of anything else to write, so laters

You're crying for sure, You're lonely for sure, You're right, You're just a human being

2010-07-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

Well I've been resting this week... I've been having ankle problems so I've been trying to rest it, and it is feeling better, but I'm relaxing today and tomorrow just to make sure. I've spent most of the week just watching anime's people have suggested, and ones I feel I needed to. If your interested I watched Lucky Star, Death Note, Highschool of the Dead, Angel Beats, and I've started watching Soul Eater today. Before people think I've just been lazy all week, I did do a complete tidy up of my room! It took two days! Just because I had cluttered up paper because I didn't know where I was meant to put it in my house... So I have been out a few times to recycle paper. Well I can't think of anything else so I'll just do quick reviews of the anime's I have watched.

Well I've reviewed Death Note before, but this is the anime, I'm just going to point out there is a slight difference in the end compared to the manga. I think the manga ending is better. I just feel the anime ending was weaker. Without giving too much away, I'll just say Ryuk somehow disappears without being noticed, which is very odd in my opinion... Plus Ryuk doesn't make Light feel despair as he does in the manga. But everything else is practically the same.

Well Lucky Star is a comedy anime. It follows four girls, Konata, Kagami, Tsukasa and Miyuki, but then later in the series there are more characters, one of which is Konata's cousin. Though these characters are friends, they are different from each other with some similarities. This probably is the funnest anime I've seen yet! Though you have to know some Japanese culture to understand it, but then again I think you can just watch it and find it funny! It sounds like an anime for girls, but I think it's really for both genders, but is only slightly aimed at girls...

Highschool of the Dead, is a horror anime. Even though I'm not into zombie stuff, I quite like this series, it is only 3 episodes in, but still I'll review it. Well it's the same old zombie invasion story, a virus spreads all over the world, and it infects people and turns them into zombie's, there are then a few survivors and they fight the zombies. At first I thought it was the same, however, then they started fighting the zombies. The action in this anime is awesome! Plus creative. There is a guy (I'm not good with the names, and I can't be bothered to look them up) who has a baseball bat but uses it like a sword, a girl who uses a spear, another girl who uses a practice kendo sword, and a guy who has a nail gun rifle. They also have a nurse and a group of people they saved. If your into the zombie scene then I think you should check it out!

Angel Beats, this one has probably become my favorite! It is an action, comedy and romance in the end anime. It's revoles around Yuzuru Otonashi, who wakes up to what looks like a school. He see's this girl who has a sniper rifle, who is trying to kill what she call's 'Angel'. She explains to him he is dead, and this is the afterlife. He doesn't believe this, so he walks up to this person called 'Angel'. And he asks, is this is the afterlife. She then stab's him, and he dies... But then regains consciousness hours later. He then find's out that the girl is part of this group who are against this Angel, as people who follow Angel disappear. They believe they get reincarnated. It then follow's the story of their operations. There are three things I love most about it, one TK speaks English which I find funny (it's only out in Japanese at the moment) and two for distraction they use an awesome all girl rock band, and three the main character strongly resembles Haruhi Suzumiya, in appearance and personality, however there are some significant differences. I recommend this anime to anyone, be warned it does have a kinda sad ending!

Well that's all for this week, during the week I will be starting my experiment so people be ready who are a part of it! I'm gonna go now, laters!

Get knocked down, Mean crowd, You get back up again

2010-07-18T12:21:00.000-07:00

Well sorry for the late post, I forgot I was going to the London Film and Comic Con yesterday, I seriously only remembered on Friday! Well this week, I finally finished the Phoenix Wright trilogy completely! Then I went to London Film and Comic Con yesterday, and day I went to my friend Charlie's party, which was fun! We went laser quest, and calling myself N00B made it so funny. When I got people it said on their screen something like, 'Hit - Front N00B'. We also had pizza in a field, it was all good!

Well yesterday was epic! I met Matthew Lewis, the actor who plays Neville Longbottom in the Harry Potter series. I asked him about the films, and he said they are working seriously hard to make the last 2 films epic, and he thinks they have done a good job so far! Then I also met Wendee Lee, who is a voice actor is many animes, including Bleach, Haruhi Suzumiya, Lucky Star, Cowboy Bebop. I also found out she directs Bleach, and I managed to talk to her about how they hide stuff in the storyline. I also got a Kon Plush, which I will have with my Ichigo cosplay.

Well, I'm going to be watching loads of Anime series as it's something to do, and been meaning to do, currently I am watching Lucky Star, I just decided to for some reason... Well I'm gonna go watch it, laters

We wave the flag of hatred, but you're the ones who made it

2010-07-10T09:42:00.000-07:00

Well I finished college on Tuesday!!! I'm so happy, 2 months off, to relax. I've been waiting for a long time for this. Though I'm glad I manged to finish all the work I need to okay. Though I need to do my personal statement and extended project in these two months. Should be okay though. For those interested, which I guess is everyone reading this as you wouldn't otherwise, I chose to do the experiment. As it is the one I am most interested in and also it will help with criminology experiments that may be involved in my university degree.

Well over the last few days I have been playing the first two Phoenix Wright games. I love them! Well in these games you play as Phoenix Wright who is a defense lawyer, and you have to prove your client innocent, as most of the time they have been framed. You do this by examining the crime scene and areas around the crime scene for evidence, interviewing witnesses and people, also in court proving testimonies wrong with evidence and showing contradictions. Though I think the best thing about it is the comedy. I scrap what I say about No More Heroes being the funniest game series ever, the Phoenix Wright game series beats it hands down. I only recommend it for people who like solving puzzles, and are quite sharp. As somethings are obvious, others you have to really remember what certain people said, and what evidence can prove witnesses wrong. It's on Nintendo DS and on the Wiiware! Though it's cheaper to get it on Wii (basically £21 for the 3 games).

Well I had inspiration to write a fan-fiction of Bleach... It's based a year after it ends. I'm going to predict what happens, but if I'm proven wrong by the latest manga chapter, I will change it... But it's about a human who meets a soul reaper, but I'm predicting that Grimmjow get's forgotten about, and in my story he will return! However if I'm proven wrong it will be one of the ex-espada arrancar.

Well thats all for this week, laters!

Let the good times roll, We can let go, Everybody knows there is a party at the end of the world

2010-07-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

Well another week of block timetable this week.... I say week I only went in for one and a half days! Though in my days off I was doing Psychology and Law work... So I didn't really have three days off, I was practically working at home. I still find block timetable pointless if I'm honest... I mean whats the point in starting next year now? I mean is it a crazy idea to start next year... Next year? Oh well, I finish on Tuesday, and well I only have two half days left.

So Kate has brought up another thought provoking view in her blog...
' “This is all the fish know,” I thought to myself. “They have no clue that right on the other side of this fence is the open ocean.” These fish had boxed themselves into this life of swimming in circles, when they could have so much more! (Let’s pretend for a second that they could actually escape this wretched tank, okay?)

It made me think. These fish are a lot like humans. Sometimes, we box ourselves into a less than desirable option because it’s all we know. We’re afraid to face the open ocean on the other side of the fence. We’re content to swim in circles because we’re comfortable there. Like someone wise once said, “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.” '

Well I agree with this, as I've personally experienced this a lot. It's like people are afraid to try new things, because they're scared they won't like it. People aim low in life to avoid disappointment. But it's all fair and well in theory, but if you want to be happy, this surely isn't the case? I think you have to feel pain and disappointment before you can be happy. If you aim low and play safe, isn't rather boring? If you take a risk sometimes, there is a chance you could end up happier, and wouldn't you want to take the chance?

Well, I need to do work still... So that will be all... Later!

We are the young, We have a heart, Born into this world as it falls apart

2010-06-26T02:57:00.000-07:00

Well first week of block timetable has come to an end! Well I only have four days left, though I finsh on the 6th July... Oh well I have three days off next week due to two open days and Thrusday I only had Maths, but we were doing this Key Skills course which I have completed, so I do not have to come in... SUCCESS! Well I bought two criminology books, for my personal statement, so I'll proberly be reading them... I have decided though to conduct my experiment I mentioned in the last blog, just because I'm interested in it the most.

Well my life took a major turn for the best last night... Well there was another 'Club Awesome' meeting, basicly Kate doing a webcam chat on stickam... And she remembered me! I'm not just saying like my name, like she remembered me being in the UK. Also she kept talking to me, and she wanted me to go on webcam (though I think that was because no-one else would...). It was so awesome for me, I think my chat-up line worked... Incase you were wondering, on formspring I asked her for a laugh, 'I was wondering when I could have my heart back? Cause it seems you've stolen it with your awesomeness ;) , and I do need my heart back... Y'know to live and all... lol', she just replied 'awwwww!!!!! Hahahah! :)' ... Plus also she said she looks for intellegence and maturity, with the ability to laugh and joke around... I think thats me, right guies?

I can't think of anything to write... So later guies

Stand alittle too tall, Say alittle too much, Gonna bite that know it all tongue

2010-06-20T11:32:00.000-07:00

Well sorry for the late blog post, I forgot I was staying in Sheffield for the weekend due to my dad being annoying and the university open day... So my apologies there. Well this week was activities week at college, Monday being a day where we had a tutor session, then I had an extended project qualification introduction thing. Then Tuesday I went to the London Metropolitan University open day... Well I'm not applying there, it didn't look to good and seemed badly organised. Then Wednesday I had a dreamweaver+html course thing, which was pretty good. Then Thursday I went into college to be part of teacher trials, as Lauren is leaving (FML). Friday I made a video, which is here http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z24foUoycaA&playnext_from=TL&videos=Kp9I02MGY6Y&feature=sub , so check it out if you haven't already!

Well yesterday I went to Sheffield University open day, and I'm very impressed! It's looking like one of my top choices, it is a really nice university and I can see myself being happy there! Though my dad was being annoying, refusing to drive there and back in the same day, which would be 8 hours... Even though he did that when we went to Ireland, in one day! Well anyways, I would like to thank my friend Charlie for pratically texting me all day, keeping me kinda company! Well my evening was made when we were at the resturant, and the waitress that served us looked like Shelby Spalione (who you people should know is the lead singer of KSM), I thought I was seening things at first, but when she came back I was amazed! Though I missed Doctor Who because of it... Though I went to my room, flicked through the channels and House was on!!! So I watched that until like 10pm, I was happy!

Well for my extended project, I plan on doing one of these for the subject area, 'Why the law has limits?', 'Why do Criminals re-offend?' or, 'Does brain hemisphere domainace have an effect over the type of music a person likes?'. The thrid would be an experiment I would conduct. But I'm not saying my theory as I plan on using some people who read this to become part of the study! The other two are questions I am curious about!

Well I've decided if there is a God, he likes to torture me for some reason... I mean every week, I find out Kate Cabebe is more and more my perfect girl... It seriously sucks... Oh well, thats all for this week, laters

It feels like I'm falling in love, but I'm falling to the bathroom floor

2010-06-12T02:43:00.000-07:00

Well this week I had my last exams! I think they were pretty easy to be honest so, touch wood, I do good! It was funny though, I did think the exam I had on Monday was on Tuesday, thanks to Emma I found out on facebook on Monday morning... Oh well it was an easy exam anyhow! And I got Kate to wish me luck for my last two exams, so I think thats why they were easy! Well seriously I think the Law one was easy due to my amazing Law teacher Lauren! She has helped me a lot, and also the impact session she did was very helpful! But I just have the right memory for psychology, of being able to read things and they just stick in my head. Oh well I'm glad they are over, I don't need to revise any more!!!

Well I may aswell advertise the new band I'm into at the moment, All Time Low. I got into them because they are Kate's favourite band, so I thought they must be worth checking out, so I did and they are pretty awesome. They are like You Me At Six, so if you like them, be sure to check them out! They are on Spotify, so if you have it, or if you don't you can get it for free without invite, check them out on there!

Well I should discuss how bad my Kate crush has gotten. I badly sucks for me... I don't know why I have such strong feelings for her... I mean I don't know her that well, and I know it will never happen. But it's like I can't stop myself, no matter how hard I try... Though I have realised I have feelings for one of my ex's, and its not the one I kicked out of my life, I wouldn't even poke her on facebook! Though I know she likes someone else, and only thinks of me as a friend now... However I am trying to slightly hint... She may even read this, but she proberly won't...

Well Kate's dog was put down later, so if you have twitter, follow katedangerous ! Also I am trying to see if she will let me interview her... That would be legit if I could, I'd post it in the next post! Or may even do it in it's own post... either way! Also do you like the new layout? Give me feedback, but personally I love it! That's all for this week, wow, longer than usual! Laters!

I've got your picture, I'm comming with you, Dear Maria count me in

2010-06-05T12:38:00.000-07:00

Well this week was half term week, I mostly did revision. I did see Losers with some of my friends from Explorers, and I also got to do a kinda web cam chat with Kate Cabebe, I kid you not! Well on Stickam, you can host web cam chats, where you and then six other people can be allocated on web cam (and loads of people with stickam accounts can chat), and she started Club Awesome. To join Club Awesome you've merely got to go to one of the web chats. She said the theme was legit hats. I thought, you can't get more legit than Kisuke Urahaha's hat! So I wore it, managed to set-up my xbox vision cam on the laptop, and she put me up on one of the web cams! She said my hat was legit, and I'm in the screen cap of the meeting! I didn't do much that day and it made it epic!

Well I might as well review the film Losers. Well it's about an army squad of 5, who are on a mission to highlight a place to bomb. They then see children in the building, but they can't stop the bombing, due to a man named Max jamming the radios. They save the children, in an epic manner may I add, and then a helicopter comes to take them away. But they send the children. The helicopter is destroyed before their eyes, and they realised it was mean for them. They become fugitives, and start living in the country trying to get back to America. They come across a woman who helps them back, on the condition the kill this Max. It's a story of them trying to find Max and kill him. It's an action comedy, and it is pretty good. If you like Kick-Ass, you will probably like this!

Well I can't think of what else to write, but regarding what I said about the impossible mini-game to power up on No More Heroes 2, I somehow did it yesterday! I was so happy! Anyways, laters.

Jumping off the thrid floor, Trust is out the back door, What are these friends for?

2010-05-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

Well this week has been busy... Monday had a Maths exam, I thought it was pretty easy, Friday I had a PE exam, which was alright. Then yesterday I went to the MCM Expo at the London Excel Centre, it was epic! I bought Ichigo's Bankai costume, excluding the sandals, Haruhi Suzumiya season 1, Haruhi Suzumiya manga volume 5, Bleach manga volume 8, and the Bleach art book! I also was apart of the breaking of the world record of the most people playing on DS's at the same time! And I also got a lot of free hugs! But today I was too tired to go to the Caterham Street Party... To be honest I'm not too fussed as I was only gonna go to see people... All I've done today is play No More Heroes 2: Desperate Struggle!

Well I'm gonna review No More Heroes 2, so it's 3 years after No More Heroes, and it is said Travis Touchdown merely left after reaching rank 1 of the assassin ranks. Now he has to start from the bottom. You start the game fighting rank 51, who is the brother of the previous rank 11 who Travis kills in the intro of the first game. You defeat him, and his head flies up then lands back on his neck, weirdly he is still alive, he tells Travis the fight was a distraction. It then shows Travis' best friend Bishop being murdered by a gang. The game is about Travis getting revenge for his best friend, by killing the top assassin who's gang killed him. Right, so I'm going to point out, if you think it's going to be a long game because you take out the 51st at the beginning, your wrong. Yes there is a lot of rank skipping! You go from 50th to 25th for starters! Then after that there are 2 more skips, but I won't spoil them! I dislike this, as it has made the game awfully short like the first one! Plus the side jobs have been changed to retro games, which are quite fun! Though it can be extremely hard to earn money! Plus I dislike the new gym set-up. Before you pressed buttons in time, and moved the wii remote, now it is retro games, and the muscle one is extremely hard at the end (I'm on my life 50th attempt...). Plus you can't really travel around the city, which is a small detail, but I missed riding the bike around town. But the levels have improved! They aren't really repetitive anymore! They are all different in format, plus bosses are very unique! Another small detail I miss, Sylvia's phone calls before boss battles that you hear by putting the Wii Remote to your ear!!! It was awesome... Also you have a variety of Beam Katana's which you can switch at will! My personal favourite is Dual Rose Katana's! The cut-scene's are still as funny as ever! Plus it isn't censored like the first one! So it's not for the light hearted, well it is kinda stupid blood though... Well I thoroughly recommend it, even with it's flaws! One of the best games on the Nintendo Wii!

Well that's all for this week, laters.

If it breaks your heart, Don't look for sympathy, You won't get none!

2010-05-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Well this was my last pre-exam week, yes my exams start on Monday! I'm glad I'm getting the easy maths one out the way first. Then I have a hard PE one on friday... I just want it over with! Then I have all of half term, then pratically a week to get my writing speed up for my law and psychology exams! Oh and the expo is a week today! So the next blog will be next sunday.

Well the progress of kicking that person out of my life? Complete. I've gone the whole way, deleted her number off my phone, deleted her off facebook, and just blanked her on the bus. She did give me some serious evil look on Wednesday... I hope this doesn't lead to confrontation, it shouldn't do for the mere fact I know stuff she does not want people knowing! I'm don't plan on telling people them as I'm not a jerk! Besides, only one week left of her at college, and I'll only proberly see her on wednesday, and thats on the bus! So when I get to wednesday afternoon, I'll be celebrating! I'll ironically do it by watching Bleach, she hates Bleach.

Well regarding to what I said about Katie Cecil representing someone, I've figured out who it is. I don't really want to say who, because I think she only sees me as a friend. I really don't want to make things awkard between me and her... But it might be fairly obvious... I say this because my closest friend predicted who I'd like after my ex (the latest one), then agian, that was like 2 months ago.

Well thats all for this week, laters!

You seem to not know despair, Ichigo Kurosaki, so allow me to show you true despair.

2010-05-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

Well another week at college, with exams starting the Monday after next for me! This morning I met up with my friend Kristy, and helped her out with Maths! That's my maths revision done for today. I plan on revising for the rest of the day, then going to Sam's. Just cause it's dawned on me I really need to.

Well, I've decided that I'm going to take a certain someone out of my life. My eyes have been opened completely now. I mean, the most influential factor over this is she tells me I'm her 'best friend' yet I only I seem to be it when I'm the only person around. Otherwise she practically blanks me. So here's to you, the person whose 'friends' stab you in the back and front, your not coming to college next year. Such a shame, good luck to you. I hope there's loads of desperate guies where ever you go. I'm not gonna say who it is, but from that it's fairly obvious.

Well the counselling did not lead to that by the way. In counseling I went over my obsessive behaviour, and learnt I don't really have any self-control. I need to know limits. So I'm going to try, but college help with giving me reality checks. I need to go out for a run or something instead of being on my computer surfing the web. I think I can bring myself to do it! Though my councillor seems not to understand the friend barrier. Simply replying it's better to start a relationship as friend, but there is a point you become to close to someone and your just comfortable being friends. Oh well, I think she thinks that I have a defective perspective of reality. This is as I said, 'Me and Kate proberly won't happen', she was like, 'It won't', I was like, 'well there is a chance'.

Speaking of the celebrity crushes... I should be open about this... I'll admit, my crushes are my idea of staying out of relationships. I just don't want to be in a relationship at the moment. Due to all what's happened relationship wise and the exams... Though I only intended to crush on Shelby Spalione... My Kate and Katie crushes just happened... I'm kinda glad as it balances out a bit, so I'm not as crazily in love with just one of them as I was with Miley. But I am confused, as Kate is the main crush, as I have talked to her and did that pokemon trade, yet I dream about being with Katie? Though I do believe, using Freud's dream theory, that Katie is representative of someone I know... As she acts in a way that reminds me of someone, yet I can't put my finger on who... I have some idea though, but I'm not going to share that as I don't want them to know if I barely know!

Well the longest one in a while! And this week hasn't got a song title name! This is because Ulquiorra did not say that epic line! Instead he said, 'Ichigo Kurosaki, those are words of a man ignorant of true despair. Allow me to educate you. Behold true despair!' Not as epic as the title... Oh well, I need to revise, laters!

I wanted to make you proud, but I just got in your way

2010-05-08T03:57:00.000-07:00

Another week of college, but we had a bank hoilday, WHICH was my birthday aswell! Yes, it was an awesome birthday. It was because I did the pokemon trade (cause I'm that cool) with Kate Cabebe at 2:00am on my birthday! The details are my level 100 Electivire for her level 15 Geodude (levels to indicate to anyone it's a rip off pretty much), but it was worth it? Why? Well it's her! Pay's to be a part of my favourite band, and I told her if she wanted any other pokemon she can just send me a tweet, get the pun (tweet instead of shout), and she seemed interested so there maybe future trades! I also got wished Happy Birthday by Katie Cecil and Shelby Spalione (if you don't know who they are by now, shame on you!). I'm still desperate for KSM's live album...

I've decided to go back to counciling, as there is one problem I've forgot to talk about. That is that I always have to be having feelings for someone... I would talk to people about it, but I would just rather talk to a profesional about it... I don't know why if I'm honest, and I've already talked to a friend about it... I guess I feel something is being missed...

It's annoying, it's only just dawned on me when the exams are... I'm only worried about my PE exam if I'm honest. I'm fine with everything in Maths. Law and Psychology are after half term, so I have a week of revision to get everything down. PE on the other hand is like 3 weeks away, and it's not one section, its the whole AS! I have the same with psychology though, I'm doing the whole as, but the first unit isn't that bad and it majorly links in with the second unit. Argh, oh well... Plus in PE they are offering to do wheelchair basketball in a lesson... I really can't be bothered, due to the class (which I don't really like much, they just aren't my type of people) and I know I'll sound like a nerd, but I'd rather do work. Even though I'm not doing it next year, I want a good grade in my as!

Well I better get revising... Laters..

You get me down, I feel no pain now, This nightmare is almost through

2010-04-24T05:36:00.000-07:00

Well another week at college, with exams merely a month away now! I need to get revising, but I've been preoccupied today. Cause one I'm getting the laptop which we used to have merely for microsoft office, long story. Two, I'm going to do a Pokemon trade with the amazing Kate Cabebe! I've found out she is literally my dream girl, so it's awesome! I can't wait, I've been waiting in antisipation all day. I'm so happy right now!

I've should have talked about these a couple of weeks ago... But Katie Cecil (KSM Rhytm Guitarist and backing vocals) and Kate (KSM Drummer [should know this by now])came up with really thought provoking points... So I feel like discussing them...

'You see a random stranger that catches your attention somewhere out in public. You and that person exchange a few glances, but then end up not introducting yourself to each other. There are strangers that I sometimes see, and after they’re out of my sight forever, I think of all the possibilities I could have had with them if I were to actually introduce myself for once'-Katie Cecil. I personally have this people at college. It's weird. If you've experienced this, you kinda imagine what their personalitly is like. Then you imagine that they would majorly change your life for the better... But the realilty is they are never usually how you imagine them to be like... Yet you keep on doing it with different people. I think I personally do it as I am quite the dreamer...

'Why do we expect being rewarded for being good'-Kate Cabebe. Now from doing Psychology (and it's covered in PE) I can answer this. It's to do with the Operant Conditioning Theory. This states that we can use postive reinforcement to make a behaviour more likely to occur. This is used when you bring a child up, everytime they do something good you reward them. Also this, (is meant to), occurs in schools and college, where you get rewarded for doing well. However, once you get to a certain age, this doesn't always happened, but your brought up getting rewarded for good behaviour. So you start to expect the rewards, even when its unlikely you'll get one.

Well thats all for this week, I should get on with revision....

She'll make you want to say hello, If you turn and walk away, You'll be thinking of her everyday

2010-04-24T05:07:00.000-07:00

Well, back to college this week, but this week revealed two health problems... I'm short sighted and have hay fever... Also KSM realse a live album and concert video on iTunes, AMERICA ONLY! This seriously sucks, as it is the concert I watched live on facebook, and how I discovered them! I did think of changing my iTunes to America, but I saw in the terms of conditions that they will use technologies if they find out your not in America... This seriously sucks, as I was going to get it for my birthday! Though Bleach is becoming good agian, the manga next week is going to be epic, as my favourite character has turned up, also the anime my favourite villian is fighting the main character! Nerd-gasim!

Well I can see college becoming incredibly boring over the next few weeks, as we have finshed sylabus, so we are just doing continous revison over the next few weeks. Though this is good, for me particulary in Law as I need to get a strong B at least, as I can get exam techinque down! Well I haven't finshed in Psychology, but that is my last exam, so it's not too bad!

Well with the twitter replies, I got another reply from Kate Cabebe, KSM's drummer, sadly not about the album... But still it means a lot, as KSM are my favourite artist of all time, sorry Miley! Though I'm going to keep trying to get a reply from Shelby, DAM YOU DAVE DAYS FOR SHOWING IF YOU DON'T GIVE UP YOU'LL SUCCEED!!!

Well out of interest, can people who have read this tell me? I'd interested in who actually reading this.... And if I should continuie posting it as a Facebook link? So please get back to me about it! Laters!

Everything we had just fell apart, but I'm not going to show it's breaking my heart

2010-04-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

Well another week off at college, but I did more this week! I saw Kick-Ass two more times, seriously that film is awesome! I also went to my last swimming session at my swimming squad last night. I also bought an Action Replay for my DS, just for laughs as you'll see from th picture I posted (Magikarp is a useless Pokemon, only able to learn Splash, Tackle, Fail, and Bounce... Mine knows one of the most powerful moves in the game).

Yeah, I've left my swimming squad, because it's too much effort for me to come home from college then go in the evening swimming and come back late... Plus in the end I gave up on being fast, I was only there to kept fit... But I made some great friends there, and I'll stay in touch via facebook.

Also this week, I went back to twitter, first time since Miley left... And I've started to like it agian, mainly cause I've found many of my fave comedians who always post funny tweets. Also I've moved on in my life... Well kinnda... This maybe a major shock to you guies, but Miley is not the hottest girl in the world in my eyes anymore... Nope, Shelby Spalione has now taken that spot! It's cause I've seen more of her, and she seems more like the girl of my dreams, well she literally is now.. But back to the twitter, firstly, I saw Kate Cabebe, the drummer of KSM (Shelby's band), posted a picture of her CODMW2 score, 29 kills to 3 deaths. And I commented on it, and she replied! Then yesterday, for a laugh I replied to Chole Mortez, Hit Girl from Kick-Ass, tweet, and she replied aswell (well it was a very short message)!

Well thats it for today, laters!

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2010-04-11T11:32:00.001-07:00

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You can't stay, I want you gone, For pulling the carpet I was standing on

2010-04-10T02:06:00.000-07:00

Well this week as pretty much been a lazy revision week... Though I did see Kick-Ass on Wednesday with some of my friends from my secondary school.

So I guess I should do a review of Kick-Ass, well it's about this teenage boy called Dave Lizewski, who is just an unnoticed high student, who is a comic book fan. He then wonders why no-one has tried to be a super hero before. He then makes a decision to become a super-hero, and this leads to him bumping into the mysterious duo, Hit Girl and Big Daddy, also inspiring other people to become heroes. There is more to it, but I regard it as spoilers. It is an action comedy, and I love it. I throughly recommend it.

Well the new Doctor started last week, I personally thought he was amazing. I remember I was like the only person who said he would be good. Also this series looks better than the other ones, maybe because I'm more of an action fan.

Well thats all, I have stuff to do... Laters

If I were in your shoes, I'd run a thousand miles just to tell you

2010-04-03T04:10:00.000-07:00

Well this week was the last week of college before Easter! I'm finally on a break from college, just what I needed! I'm personally spending this weekend doing nothing, letting my body recover from all the stress that has built up from this college term. Then from Monday I start my revision plan, woo! Well I just plan on doing the homeworks and then exam papers for the first Psychology unit, which I missed due to snow.

Well, another relationship ends for me this week... I know facebook begs to differ, but thats because I can't bring myself to change it... I really liked her, well I still do... But I've been quite the 'player', as my friend Katie said, this year... Three relationships in three months... I guess that means there is something wrong with me? Or am I just not worth fighting for? Who knows, but I guess it will be best if I stay single for awhile...

Well thats all for this week, see ya

When the light turned off inside your heart, did you forget how to care?

2010-03-27T02:04:00.000-07:00

The second to last week of college before the Easter break, man it was tiring... I'm glad the week has gone quick! All my friends, should, know how badly I want the Easter hoildays! I really need a break...

Well my councilling sessions have ended this week. This is because all my problems have been covered. I say this, I may go back in the future if porblems arise agian. I feel I'm back in control of my life, and know more about myself. I also found out that I used one of my exs when they used me... Also to get over my problems with this ex, I'm limiting the amount of time I'm with her...

Well anyways, a film that I am very eager to see is out now. It is, Kick-Ass. For those who do not know what it is, it is a film about a teenage boy who wants to be a super hero, and wonders why no-one has tried to be one. So, he makes a costume and becomes one himself, named Kick-Ass. His acts inspire others to become super heroes aswell! It is an action comdey, and looks really good! I'm seeing it in Easter!

Well I'm eargly waiting for the postman... If you want something to get to you on the day of realse, don't pre-order with Amazon... Laters

Making hands with your hearts, and hearts with your hands

2010-03-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

Well it was a week of college. With Sport Relief yesterday, I ran a mile, and abit more at college. I did it cause I had nothing better to do... So yeah, I paid £2 to run a mile, its for a good cause afterall!

Well I'm in a long distance relationship. I don't really care what anyone thinks about it. I'll just say, I've been talking to her for around six years now, also I've seen her on webcam, so I know she is a real person! I really like her, and she really likes me, thats all that matters to me.

Well for those people who don't know, which is alot of people, I've been playing through, in my eyes, the best gamming trilogy of all time. That is the Zelda one of, Ocarina of Time, Majoras Mask, and Windwaker. Though playing it has made me realise how much easier games have gotten. Ocarina of time and Majoras Mask are both on N64, Windwaker is on Gamecube. So these games are fairly old... But still, Ocarina of time and majoras mask require alot of puzzle solving, and harder puzzles. Windwaker, here is barely any puzzles, and they are quite easy.. Though Windwaker is kinda more fun because of this, and I just find it more of a relaxing game...

Well thats all for this week, laters

No, no more sorrow, I've paid for your mistakes

2010-03-13T04:10:00.000-08:00

Well this week was another week at college, where I had a counciling session... This is over my feelings for one of my exs, that I do not get why I have them... The conclusion is I do not have feelings for her, I just want the feeling I got from the relationship back. Which makes complete sense in my eyes, so I need to work on self-confidence...

Well I watched the live action films of Death Note, and realised I've never mentioned it! It is one of the greatest animes of all time. It is about a high school student in Japan called Light Yagami, who is the most intellegent student in Japan. He is set on becoming the superintend of the police force, like his father. Though he realises the law has its limits and justice doesn't exist as much as it should... Then one day he comes across a thing called a 'Death Note'. Any human whose name is written in the Death Note will die. A shingami(God of Death) called Ryuk dropped it. Light decides to use it to rid the world of evil and writes all the criminals in there, killing them. This shocks the intenational police, and a mysterious detective by the name of L is on the case. The series becomes a battle between Light and L. The anime and movie have different endings though. I won't spoil the endings, but I prefer the movie one personally.

Well thats all for this week, laters

My hands are tied, with this feeling comes the conscience do or die

2010-03-06T01:37:00.001-08:00

Well, I made it into college this week without too many problems...Though my advice to everyone is never miss a whole week of college, you get so much work to do... I've caught up in two of four subjects at the moment..

Well this week I got back in touch with one of my ex's from about 3 years ago... It was a long distance relationship, but I was watching DN Angel, an anime she suggested to me, and I remembered...I felt bad because the relationship failed merely because I lost interest...So I sent an apolgy email,and she said there was no need, but we got talking and caught up, it was nice. But my love life took a confusing twist this week... I'm unsure about my feelings, I have them for someone but I don't even know why, I don't even want them for her... I think I've been in denial for not having them for her in the first place.. But I'm seeing a councillor about this, as it's confusing me too much and is distracting me. Hence why I've seemed really distant recently...

Well I might aswell explain DN Angel... It is an anime about Daisuke Niwa, who seems to be a typical fourteen year old boy, with a regular crush on a girl. But the Niwa family have a secert, when a Niwa boy turns fourteen, the powers of Dark Mousy, a phatom theif, awaken within them. Though Dark is his own person, and the Niwa boy turns into him when they think of that special someone. In Daisuke's case it's Risa Harada, a twin. Though Dark's job is to steal mysterious art work with magical powers, and seal the powers away. The plot thickens, and I must say it gets better and better, the last six episodes are amazing. Though its mostly a romance story, with slight action and comedy. Unlike Bleach, it's only 26 episodes long!

Well thats all for this week, I think this one is the longest one in awhile...

On the other side of the crumbling wall, Despair and hope wear the same face

2010-02-27T08:23:00.000-08:00

Well, no blog post last week from tiredness and illness. I've been ill all this week with an annoying cough that only goes down if you sit there... I did attempt to come in on Wednesday but after almost throwing up twice at college, I thought it would be best just to go home. Though I have been productive... I save Hyrule... Well completed The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Master Quest...

Well the ski trip, it was pretty good though ski-ing wise it was alright... No snow, meant icey slopes so it wasn't that great, the last day of skiing sucked because of it. But the people on the trip were cool, had awesome people in my room and made some good friends. Also created a new challenge, people try stacking circle beer mats, in a pyrmid, like a card tower. Harder than it sounds, but I know how to do it, I just need circular beer mats... If anyone knows where I can get any, please tell me.

Well I have a lot of work to catch up on... Later

We'll raise your voices up, We've had enough, We're standing up and now we're being heard the gloves are off

2010-02-06T04:31:00.000-08:00

Well a weird week this week at college. My ex gets a new boyfriend, and everyone supports me while I ranted all week... I'm sorry people that I've kept talking about it, it's just realisation has hit me very hard, as there was a chance the whole relationship was a lie... Then this makes me so angry, then I think I still want to be friends with her... It makes me wonder, does a promise mean that much to me? Cause I promised I would be friends with her afterwards no matter what... But my friend Carolyn just told me, I should just forgive and forget... I just wish I knew for sure, and she knew how it made me feel...

Well I hate the kinda situation I'm in... I'm not sure if one of my cloest friends (she doesn't go to my college, to elimate the person everyone who think it is...), either really likes me, or sees me as just a close friend... I wonder even more cause I may even have feelings for her aswell... But I'm not going to do anything until after the ski trip, cause I'll be gone for a full week...

Yes, that does mean there won't be a blog post next week, but there will be one the week after with the stuff I remember what happened on the trip. And I haven't sent a rose to anyone at college, I have no-one to send one to... Well anyways, laters

You're gonna get what you deserve, what goes around comes around, haven't you heard?

2010-01-30T02:04:00.000-08:00

This week has been a rollercoster of emotions... Yes it has been about my ex, my feelings disappeared, then flooded back. But now, I feel like the song, 'Two Wrongs Don't Make A Right, But Three Rights Make A Left' by Zebrahead. To a degree, but mostly, as I'm in self conflict about the whole thing... Well it's mostly over, as I realise I was blinded by hope, I will go in more detail if people want to know, but I don't want to just freely post it on the web...

Though I'll admit, the whole thing has shown me that I'm closer to some people than I realised. There's a list of people, and they should know who they are, so I'll dedicate this part to all of you, thanks for being there for me, I needed it.

Anyways, today is an exicting day in my AMV career, if only I was getting paid for it, I'm creating my first Bleach AMV, not about the Rescue Rukia arc! This amv is going to be Ichigo VS Grimmjow, to the song, 'You're Going Down' by Sick Puppies (if you haven't gathered, about 3/4 of my music libary are unfamous bands/singers). I'm kinnda looking forward to it, cause I end up using the same clips pretty much, but this time I'm using new ones. Sounds sad, but AMV making is an art in it's own right!

That's all for this week, laters

I don't know whats worth fighting for, or why I have to scream

2010-01-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

Well another week at college... Where things ended... My exam, and my relationship... I also got ill in the middle of the week, which didn't help... Hence why I wasn't in college yesterday, I didn't want to throw up on someone...

Well it was my fault the relationship failed... Cause I didn't know what I was doing, and just hoped I was without even asking. No matter what people say, it really was my fault. Though I'll admit I was hurt that she didn't want to even try to fix the relationship... Oh well, it was proberly for the best...

I really can't think of anything else to write, so that is it...

If you wanna get some action, your gonna have to be the centre of attraction

2010-01-17T04:46:00.000-08:00

Well another kinnda eventful week... I sat my Maths Core 1 exam, which was really easy, apart from the last question which improvising lead me to the answer, also my Law exam, which was alright. Though due to the snow and my dads stupidness, I was unable to sit the psychology exam, so that will now be in June...

I find it funny, have you ever predicted that something will happen, not deja vu, but you knew it was, and then it does? Well, it's not so funny when you know its bad, and you try and stop it, but the people involed don't listen... Not much that can be done about it, but I maybe the only person who can see these things...

Well Heroes has returned for another series! Well I do like Heroes, don't get me wrong, but I think the first season was the best by far, in my opinion the Villians one was close behind though, but I feel it's abit dragged out, like they are continuing it because of the success of the first season... Though this season is looking quite good.

Well I've decided it's finally time to look into universities, cause I know if I did I would do Psychology. If I'm honest the only thing holding me back from going, is the money factor. I don't want to be put into debt from it, well who knows...

Thats all for now, laters

Wake up, to the sound of this time bomb

2010-01-09T04:41:00.000-08:00

Well what a crazy week it was this week! With the snow, which I'm bored with... It's just the person I am, I will be out for the snow for a day, and it will last me awhile. So the snow day on the last Friday of term, my boredom lasted when it came back. Well it ruined my plans this time round to be honest. I was meant to go round my girlfriends but I had to go round yesterday instead, well at least I got to see her.

Well I have exams this week, and proof of the exam boards are stupid, they will carry the exams on, but if a student can't turn up due to snow, their estimated grade will be used. Well for me it depends if this is the target grade, produced from your GCSE's, or what your teacher thinks you'll get? I personally hope for the later if I can't turn up, as my target for Math is a C, but my predicted is an A... But I personally am taking extra procautions to ensure I can get to college for the exam.

Well I have to go revise, so thats all for this week, laters

In the shadow of our lives, we can fall into the night unscarred.

2010-01-03T11:59:00.000-08:00

Well its been the Christmas hoildays, and last week was boxing day, so I decided to take a break from the blog... Well this hoilday has been eventful, my life decided to finally change in my favour. There was a girl I liked, and I admitted my feelings. She then admitted them back. And now we are going out.

My friend Alex sent off a picture of me and him cosplaying as L and Light to NEO magazine awhile ago. Then when Alex saw this months issue he saw in the cosplay corner our picture! If your wondering NEO magazine is a magazine about animes, mangas and japan really. Only really availble off their website or WHSmiths.

Now some recent news that has annoyned me is the planned march by the ISLAM4UK, through Wootton Bassett. Why? They are marching to say that muslims are the only innocent people dying in the Afghanistan... I understand they are not representive of all Muslims, just a minorty. Though who says the soilders are the only innocent people dying in this war? No-one... Also the place they have chosen to march is proactive...

Well that is all for this week, laters

We're one mistake from being togther, but let's not ask why it's not right

2009-12-19T08:46:00.000-08:00

Well this week was the last week at college. With yesterday off for obvious reasons, which I personally was glad about... I ended up spending the day with my good friends Tom and Tessa, where we went sledging and then just hung out at Tom's house. Though I'm tired from yesterday, there was alot of walking involed...

Well the snow wasn't as intense as it was earlier in the year, hence why there was not so many problems with travel this time. Though there was quite afew accidents. I think it shows we have learnt from last time, but there is still places for improvement.

Being tired, I decided to watch the 2nd and 3rd Bleach movies today, as I got far enough in the anime to see them... They are both really good, though I have to say the 2nd is best... Just cause it's about my favourite captin, Toshiro, and it has the most action in it. With a fight in pretty much every scene. But they are both really good movies!

Okay, so the Miley Cyrus Wonderland Tour concert, it was amazing! Wait, amazing is an understatement. Metro Station were amazing, they also sang a song they wrote before going on tour! It was a good song, called Japanese Girl. Then Miley was amazing aswell! It's soo good, it's worth every penny!

Well thats it for this week, a rare long post! Laters

The instant you started smiling, was when the new story began

2009-12-12T03:19:00.000-08:00

Well another week at college, but last sunday was an amazing day in my darts career. I actually to finsh, not once, twice! An my aim was on top form... For the first hourt... After that I was back to my normal fail self... Though in swimming yesterday I got really bad cramp, and ignored it... Now my leg is bad...

Though today I'm going to Alex B's house to give him his christmas present, and just to catch up, cause hes going to New York next Saturday until Christmas Eve. Then tomorrow is gonna be the best day of my life. I'm seeing Miley Cyrus in concert! I've been waiting months for this, and it's going to be tomorrow! From what I've heard shes amazing live, and from the live tracks I have, shes even better live! Also Metro Station are the opening act, though I would have prefered Mitchel Musso to be honest, but oh well Metro Station are still good.

I got 1000g on Assassins Creed 2, I haven't played it since... I just went back to my Bleach obbession. I was going to sell it, but they have announced there is going to be extra content, which I know what it will be, but it's spoilers! So I proberly won't play it until then. Bleach is getting really good though, even though it's fillers...

Well thats it for this week, laters.

So vainty has this new gun, and she wants to try on you, and we stand here waiting for a sound

2009-12-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

Well another week at college, where for most of it people where in Wales. Which was kinnda good, cause the bus was way less packed! Though only afew people were missing from my lessons... I also got my second report, which was pretty much the same as the other one, but just says I'm working at/above my target grade already.

Correcting one of my blogs, like 3 weeks back, the sign saying 'Now wash your hands' is actually on the back of the girls door aswell. Well I still find it pretty patronising.

I found out today a song I thought was about killing people, which before I thought was about a guy getting luckly with a girl, is actually about not commiting sucide.... Which makes sense, cause it is a christian band, and it's mainly about the people who kill themself as they don't like how they look...

My attenstion span has seriously disappeared in the last few days... I really can't concentrate, hence another short blog.... Though I'm glad Gino won IACGMOFH!

When you kill me, do it slowly, this is my message to the world

2009-11-28T08:39:00.000-08:00

Well another week at college, a normal one! Though I found out my college bus may either increase in price or stop completely! For starters the price of the bus is bad enough, as it's cheaper for me to get TWO buses to it... £2 return compared to £2.50 .... Plus there are so many people on the bus, how can they be losing money? Stupid council....

I had my GCSE presentation night on Wednesday, which was pretty good. I only won the award for the highest GCSE grade in Maths, (success I beat Connor). Some awards were very predictable. But it was a good night, I got to see people who went to different colleges and some teachers (who were shouting Doone with the people in my year... Not to be confused with 'Boo').

Low attenstion span today means short blog post... Also hooray Jedward are out of X-Factor... And Gino to win IACGMOOH!

Through the fire and flames we carry on

2009-11-21T10:35:00.000-08:00

This week, was another week at college, though on Wednesday to Friday everyone was taken off timetable. The way I was told to do it, was Wednesday where my interviews, and I was told I was doing well... Then Thrusday and Friday I had to do Money Mangement... Which was just stupid, cause we orginally had a lesson for it. Really we should have had two days off, and kept the Money Mangement lessons, instead of just doing afew weeks of it....

Got Assassins Creed 2 this morning! Well I have to admit the first bit (where you are back in time) is on the long side... Plus I've already found a flaw, due to play the first one. You have all the skills at the begining, but are just not told how to use them. When I first got the sword, I could counter, then abit further into the game, it told me how to... Though I can't say much as I'm not that far in the game...

It's Miley Cyrus' birthday on Monday! She will be 17, so early Happy Birthday Miley! Though I hope it will cheer her up after the shocking news. One of her tour buses, the one with the lighting equipment, crashed. Killing the driver and injuring the rest of the people in the bus. And no, Miley WAS NOT in that bus!

Well thats it for this week, laters.

You spin around like a broken record, it plays your name everytime the needle skips

2009-11-14T04:36:00.000-08:00

Another, non eventful, week at college this week. Expect the rain I guess. Though on Monday, my PE class where waiting for our teacher, and no-one turned up. We waited about 15 minutes and then the majory decided to leave... I left cause I didn't want to be the only one to have the lesson if a teacher shows up. We then find out the next day, the teacher went to the wrong classroom...

Well last weeks X-Factor results was shocking. My view about Simon? Well I agree he shouldn't have let it go to deadlock. Why? Well this one fact, he said he would leave the country if they won. So why the hell did he let them survive? Well either to get rid of Lucie, or to make money. This has offically killed the X-Factor. It's not about singing anymore, its about who can make Simon the most money. Though I believe the whole competition is fixed anyhow. Notice how its been, boy, girl, boy, girl winning it! The next winner will be one of the boy's (over 25's or under). Well only one girl is left in the competion now, thats proof enough.

I can't think of anything else to write so, thats it for this week. Laters

Who's that kid thats throwing a fit, he's pretty wierd looking too

2009-11-07T03:26:00.000-08:00

This week I was back to college, and I was tired this week...

Well I've just realised there is a patornising sign on the door in the boys toilet... On the way out on the door there is a sign saying, 'Now wash your hands', it's like they assume boys just go to the toilet and walk out agian without washing their hands! I bet the sign isn't on the girl's toilet door... Though I would like to see a guy who goes to the toilet, then is about to leave and say, oh yeh I should wash my hands, or something like that... I think it would be pretty funny...

Well it's Rememberance Day tomorrow, and in the news this week it's all been about if we should withdraw from the war or not. Well, I think we should stay. Why? Otherwise, all the soilders who have died, would have died in vain. The is a job that needs to be done, and they have not completed it yet. If you also look at it this way, if the army stays over there, the Tailiban are unable to make many bases, this means they can't do terrorist attacks over here! They are fighting to protect us. Though, I disagreed us joining the war in the first place, but now, it's too late to withdraw...

Well to all of you going to see fireworks tonight, have fun, and I hope it's a good show! Laters

Lies are free, but talk is cheap

2009-10-31T04:57:00.000-07:00

Well this week was half term, and I was doing a NPLQ (National Poolside Lifeguarding Course) which I passed! Now I'm left doing work...

So the NPLQ was pretty much my lifesaving I do already, with a few extra things added. It was funny, the latest I ever finshed was 4:30, which suited me very much! I meet some new people aswell which is all good, one of which goes to my college! Though it was annoying having an ear infection during the course... Also not being able to wear goggles in the exam... But it dosen't matter now, as I passed. Though I got to skip the CPR part of the exam as I had Life Surport 3 exam. So it was a good week, but I'm glad its over, and I get abit of a break....

Well, its funny how different doctors have different opinions... On the thrusday before my last blog I went to a doctor about my right ear, cause it went deaf... He said it wasn't swimmers ear, but a plain ear infection... I went back yesterday cause the antibiotics didn't have much effect, well, my right ear is mainly healed, still slightly deaf. But my leaf ear now is deaf... He thinks its swimmers ear! Well, the cute girl serving me at the chemist made up for it. The ear drops have already had a slight effect aswell!

Well thats it, laters

Take me down to the paradise city, where the grass is green and the girls are pretty

2009-10-25T03:52:00.000-07:00

Well this week we broke up from college for half term! Well most people did, I really don't get half term... As I have a life saving course...9am-6pm Monday to Friday.... Oh well, yesterday I went to the London Expo, hence no blog post!

Well the MCM London Expo, is an anime convenstion pretty much. Where you can buy loads of things... Like I bought, Half Hollow Mask, Kusuke Urahara's hat, Ichigo's bankai sword, Bleach: The Memories of Nobody, Death Note Movies 1,2 and 3, The Melacholy of Haruhi Suzumiya manga volume 3. It's so fun, espically as people give free hugs ;). I'm defiantly gonna have a free hug sign next time. I will always remember one though... There was a girl standing with a free hugs sign, and she looked like she really needed a hug.. So I went up to her and gave her a hug. Then she said thanks, and I said, well it looked like you needed one. She was like, yeh I did, and was like, so did I. Then she gave me another hug! Then complimented my Kusuke hat, she was like the 4th girl to say they liked it... And I said I liked her outfit, it was pretty cool. The day was very epic anyhow. I can't wait til May!

Yeh I have a life saving course all week, so I can get an NPQ (National Poolside Qualification), then in summer I'll try and get a job as a lifeguard! So the lack of week off will be worth it in the end! I'll put more in next weeks post.

Well thats all for this week, laters.

Cut the Curtains the actors have gone home, Intermission's a mission on it's own

2009-10-17T03:01:00.000-07:00

Yes, another week at college. Nothing really happened this week, just got addicted to an anime called 'Bleach', thanks to Harry!

Well at college this week, I had an assembly about the healthly diet. I found it funny how one thing went agianst what you get taught in PE. In PE you get taught, '30 minutes 5 days a week' is the government guidelines for exercise. In the assembly it was 60 minutes everyday. Well, I prefer to believe PE over it.

Well I'll explain Bleach, for all the people wondering what it is, feel free to skip this bit if your not interested. Bleach is an action-comedy anime. It follows a boy named Ichigo, who can see souls. One day a soul reaper named Ryuaki, is looking for a hollow, appears in his room. Ryuaki is suprised he can see her, so she uses a techinque (Kidō - Bakudō is what it's called) to restrain him. She then explains what a Soul Reaper is. A Soul Reaper help souls attacthed to the world of the living pass on to the Soul Society. Also protect them from Hollows. Hollows are either, souls eaten by other Hollows, or souls that where attached to the world of the living for too long, and the chains rip their heart out. Then a hollow attacks Ichigo's sisters, and Ichigo breaks the Bakudō. He tries to save her, but when the hollow goes to attack him, Ryuaki takes the blow. Being servely injured, Ryuaki in a desperate attempt, gives Ichigo her powers. It then follows the story of Ichigo being a tempory Soul Reaper. It's good if you like Naruto..

Well that's it for this week, laters

Do me a favour, tell me what you think about me, go out on a limb and just dream

2009-10-10T02:42:00.000-07:00

Another week at college, though my knee has almost recovered. This week was eventful, including my law class talking about walking out if the teacher was late, and leaving a note saying its law. Also I became a runner of another blog, for my explorer group. Where I just say what happened every night.

Well, also this week... Miley Cyrus deleted her twitter... And no matter what the rumours you hear, the true reason is, she is annoyned that every tweet she dose turns into a gossip story, where its twisted. I'll admit I'm upset by this, I used to love Miley's tweets. It just goes to show how afew people can ruin something for everyone!

It's funny how I've been to college for like 4 weeks, but it feels like I've been there for years... It's weird, I'm already used to it, and I'm started to make some new friends. Though my week was made at college, on Monday. I was sitting in the refectory, and then on the music channel, Party In The USA by Miley Cyrus came on. I was having a bad morning until that came on! Though out of the like 100 odd songs I've heard on that channel, it's the only one I've liked...

Well, I plan on keeping them short as people say I write alot... Laters

I don't like Tuesdays, unless its on a hoilday, but if I can make it to Friday, Things will start to go my way

2009-10-03T04:17:00.000-07:00

Another week at college, and I sprained a muscle in my left knee joint. I have a gala later, I'll be okay, cause I'm not doing breaststroke.

Well I'm getting used to the rountine of college, but I am glad I dropped sports leaders! Cause if I only had pe pratical followed by running club on tuseday, and then only sprained my knee... What would have happened if I had Sports Learders practical in the morning? My knee would proberly be worse... Oh well, it's alright now really. Plus I love the amount of frees I have, I can get pretty much all my homework done at college! Yay, for more free time at home!

I'm starting to make some new friends at college, which I'm glad about. I've also got closer to some people who I didn't really talk to much at secondary school. Though I am glad that the people I didn't really like didn't go to Reigate, but then agian I'm alittle upset some of my friends went to other colleges... Oh well, college is a change of scence, just what I needed...

That's all for this week, I need to do law homework...

I don't need the fancy things in life to make me satisfied, no, not at all

2009-09-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

This week was another week at college! I ended up dropping Sports Leaders Award, cause I've become very tired rencetly, and I think its due to having two PE practicals in one day! And I haven't even started running club, which would be on the same day! Also yesterday the bus was delayed by like an hour and twenty minutes, and cause I had swimming I had to rush and catch trains to get back! I did make swimming, I was bang on time! I really needed to swim yesterday, my body can't cope with hot temperatures, and the pool is cold! So the rush was worth it!

Well, I've regianed my mental state of health. Yes, thats right, my crazy celebirty crushes have gone down, I still have them, but on more of a 'normal' scale. They are just small crushes, so thats right, I only have a small crush on Miley Cyrus. But she is my dream girl still! Though, trying not to sound depressive, it's weird cause after my feelings went down, I feel I have nothing to live for... I mean I have my dream of being a detective, but for some reason, it dosen't seem enough... Though on the flip side, I have had a major confidence boost! So thats my shyness problem gone! I've noticed when I was talking to some people in my class, and I was just talking without having to think.

I can't believe I haven't covered this already but, the Kanye West outburst at the VMA's. Well, it was disgraceful in my opinion! What gave him the right to ruin one of Taylor Swift's greatest moments of her life? I know he has apologised to Taylor, but I agree with Miley, I don't think he meant it! He did it for the sake of his career, nothing more. I mean he has a right to his opinion, thinking Beyoncé's video was 'one of the greatest videos of all time', but that dosen't give him the right to, one humliate Taylor, and two, to insult her! I'm just glad that Beyoncé, did give Taylor a second chance to have her moment! I do feel Kayne should face a punishment or something... Like when he wins a award, someone comes up, takes the mike off of him, say someone else should of won! See how he likes it...

A thing about college, I've noticed some people have changed, not alittle, majorly. Which is fair enough, but it's abit weird. I guess I have to get used to it. I've also started to hang around with other people I didn't really talk to now, just cause they are in my classes. Which is a good thing, cause I've wanted change.

Well that's it for this week, sorry for only bringing up the Kayne West story now, and yes I'm still addicted to KSM, they rock!

Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I, See you crying? Feelin' all alone without a friend, You know you feel like dyin'

2009-09-19T03:22:00.000-07:00

This week was my first week at college, it was pretty good! And later I'm going out to dinner at the horseshoe to celebrate my parents birthday, with family friends... I have no comment on this.

I'll admit college isn't how I thought it would be like. It's funny cause I should have really expected it, but everyone (with a few expections) have stuck to their schools. Well I guess as people don't really know people from other schools yet, so in afew weeks I think people will start hanging out with new people. But other than that college is pretty cool. Highlight of the week was playing Uno in a free in the refectory though, good times....

KSM are a band I found out about this week, and I think are pretty awesome. They are like Paramore and the Veronicas, and well they are pretty much a girl rock band. I found out about them when they performed in New York with one of my favourite artists of all time, Mitchel Musso. They will be releasing their debut album, 'Read Between the Lines' on 22nd September, this Tuesday, in America, but if you search amazon.co.uk they do sell it as an import. Their offical site is http://www.ksmofficial.com/ and I have placed the music box on the side of this blog, so you can listen to them now! Though due to the annoying-ness of blogger, they don't extend the side, so if it is too loud, you have to turn the speakers down... Sorry! I think I really should be payed for this...

This is something that has crossed my mind, if someone likes something, that isn't soically accepted, they hide it... What is the point? If you like something, you should like it will pride and be unafriad of being judged. You should care about what you like, not what other people think you should like and dislike!

This is it for today, need to do my law homework...

You can change your hair and you can change your clothes, You can change your mind its just the way it goes

2009-09-12T03:40:00.000-07:00

This week I started college, had a taster lesson for each subject, and got my timetable and etc. Also got homework, but the only hard one is psychology really. Maths and Law took me 30 minutes (to do both!), and I haven't started the others yet.

Well college seems good, though I hate my shyness, cause I haven't made any new friends really. I have stuck to my old school friends... Maybe when lessons get started I'll get talking to some new people, as I know no-one in two of my lessons. But an obsevation my friend Matt said was everyone from our school dosen't look like adults, then everyone else dose, and my thinking is, its cause we have known them for like 5 years, so they proberly do. Where as we have just seen these people for the kinda first time.

The only problem with my college is its so annoying to get to! From where I live I have to either take a bus that comes only twice a day, or multiple buses, or walk to the train station, which is like 30 mins away from where I live, and get multiple trains that only come every hour.... Also on Tuesdays my first lesson is in a sports centre, but I plan on getting the mini-bus there though from the college.

Well Hannah Montana the Movie, after watching the deleted scenes I realised it could have been even better... They cut out some Jackson scenes that actually solved some confusion! They cut up one bit that was about 1 min long, and Jackson tells Miley he didn't get into college and he is working with their cousin Derek until he can apply agian... Then there are some funny scenes where he is pretending to be in college! The director said it made the movie slower, and to me, it would have made it better... The pace is rather fast... Don't get me wrong I love the movie, but some deleted scenes shouldn't have been deleted! Well just the Jackson ones, the rest I agree with...

Thats all for this week, I have some work to get on with!

I tired it your way, but I have nothing to show

2009-09-05T02:18:00.000-07:00

This week I've haven't done that much... Went to Harry's last Sunday, went to college on Wednesday and Thrusday to enroll, then went to redhill yesterday to get one of the most epic games ever, more about it will be below! Though I may go to Croydon or not today pending on Jack... Also today I got the best movie ever through the post! Hannah Montana the Movie! Bear in mind it comes out Monday!

The game I got is, Dissida Final Fantasy, and it has the best fighting system in any game I've played! It has two type of attacks, HP attacks and bravery attacks. HP attacks deal as much damage as how many bravery points you have. Then you gain bravery points by using bravery attacks, and you steal your enemies bravery points! Also you can wreck the arena! Smash them into pillars, pipes, cylinders, and in one arena the ceiling! Also you can run up walls, and well if you have a PSP, its worth a buy!

Now at college I signed up for the swimming team... There is a flaw, I don't have to try out for the team... I could be really rubbish for all they know... But then agian it suits me as I don't have to make my way up to Reigate just to try out for the team! Though I also signed up for the running club, the only problem is I miss the bus back, but my dad will pick me up. Also I signed up to do sport leaders course, which is an extra qualification which is always good to have!

Now screening at Reigate they had a screening test... Well most people found this pointless, but I see why they did it. Cause some people are never tested for problems, and have troubles. That test shows if you actually have problems, so they can help you! It seems abit of a drag but it's only to help you! I personally got average on everything, and surprisingly including spelling...

No brilliant thoughts came to me this week... So this is it really, I'll try to think some more up for next week, see ya!

The red flag waving never meant the same, the kids of tomorrow don't need today, when they live in the sense of yesterday

2009-08-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

So this week I haven't been up to much... Went to my nans at one point, picked up my results for my GCSE's on Thrusday, and went to Alex B's yesterday... But I mostly played Fable 2...

On the results note, I remember the teachers telling me about a 'feeling' when you open the envelope, or an expirence... I didn't get any of these... I thought it was opening a letter, a letter I didn't even particularly care about to be honest. I mean don't get me wrong I wanted to know my results, but thats what I felt when I opened it. I'm glad I did well though, and I haven't heard about anyone not doing well... So congrats to everyone, you got the resuts you deserve. I would post my results, but I already have on facebook and the Angelica Mandy fansite forums... So I'm not gonna post them agian, cause everyone already knows...

Now this during the week, my bank account comes with offers, and one is for a rail card, where you get a discount of travel cards... I went to apply, and I had to ring this number... I rang them and gave them my address, so they could SEND me an application form... Surely it would be easier just to do this online? I mean apply to send it to me, as you have to attach a photo... I feel its all rather stupid. Oh well, discount off train fares!

Now this came up on the forums... I've figured out the reason why people fake being celebs on bebo, facebook, etc. It's because they are inscure, and have little attenstion. Therefore, they see that pretending to be celeb will give them this attenstion. But what they should realise it's kinnda heartbreaking. When fans go, 'I love you!' they ain't saying they love them, they love the celeb they are pretending to be! I truely feel sorry for them, its a cry for attenstion... But it just causes more pain...

Now this is an issue that pending on the level is different. Snitches... I'm talking about how they are lowly looked down on, only on serious issues... Not petty things. But like when people commit crimes, and they tell the police... I mean obviously the person who gets caught will be annoyned, but they shouldn't have done it! I think people should think highly of the 'snitch' cause they had the courage to make soicety a better place...

Well I'm loving Miley's new album, 'The Time of Our Lives', she dose different styles, and I think its another amazing album. Though she says it's like an introduction to her next record, her next competely her album, no disney involement! So I really can't wait for that, and hopefully when I see her in concert in December she will perform these new tracks... Espically 'Kicking and Screaming' cause I prefer it live... Well Miley sounds better live, and yes different to the tracks!

Well thats it for this week, I prefer doing it like this, cause I have stuff to write! So, until next week, later!

Arm's up, hands out, push it like you've had enough

2009-08-22T03:13:00.000-07:00

Another lazy day as far as I'm concerned.... Though I have a feeling someone wants me to go somewhere... Well, I may have a nap later...

Well you may have noticed but this site now has an affiliate, linked to another site basicly. Well the site is an Angelica Mandy fansite, a fan site of one of my crushes and she plays Gabrielle Delacour in Harry Potter. You can just click on the button and it will take you to the site, or just click on this link http://angelicamandy.celebfans.net/ . So please check it out, and hey become a member of the forums! If you do, please regulary post!

I've just been told I now have to strip the wallpaper on the ceiling... Why wasn't I told this last week? I guess thats my dad... Dosen't tell you everything, but expects you to tell him everything... Well I'm not gonna do it today, I'm feeling worn down... Maybe tomorrow, but not today... I would share my problems I have with him, but I don't want to post it on the internet... It's abit personal.

I need a new game or something... I spend too much time just mindlessly sitting at the computer... I sometimes just sit staring at the screen for no reason... I mean I've gotten bored of all the games I have... Hm... I would buy a new one, but I have no money... Meh, I'll just have to borrow one or something...

Well thats it for today, and its the last one for a week, so expect a long blog post! I'll note things down... Later

Every step I'm taking, every move I'm making feels, lost with no direction, my faith is shaking

2009-08-21T01:59:00.000-07:00

Up to nothing agian, I may go to Alex B's house though... Depends how I feel and if he's free...

I've just realsed where the 'emo', the label, has come from. It's from the music genre, 'Emotional hardcore', and that's been around longer than the label... So a stereotype has a music genre... Well, I don't know if I fall into any labels, cause I have qualties from mutliple... Like I'm a Emo-Jocky-Nerd-Chav-Scene kid.... Well I hate labels, as I said in a previous blog, they create barriers so people who could be great friends never will be...

I finally got money to buy 'iTunes Live in London - Miley Cyrus', and it shows how amazing Miley is live! I love when there is speaking parts before the songs, they are so funny, like for 'The Climb' she goes, 'I'm gonna say The Climb loads of times to get you guies exicted. So, The Climb,' and also before '7 Things', 'I've just found out I'm gonna be touring here in December, and hopefully I'll have more music then... More lyrics to forget'. A reason why I love her...

That's all I can think up... Tomorrow is the last update for a week!

Pinch me is this real, I'm on a one way ticket out of loserville

2009-08-20T03:00:00.000-07:00

Another lazy day for me, hooray! I love lazying about... Who dosen't? But I'm doing jobs around the house...

Well I get my GCSE results in a week! Finally! I cant wait... Why? Cause I want to know what I got... It's annoying me not knowing... I mean I can't understand people not wanting to know if they failed, but if you did your best, surely you have nothing to worry about? If you didn't then you've caused your own worry... I can't wait! So good luck to everyone, I hope you've all done well and get what you need to do the courses you want in college, or good results for a job!

Okay what is up with this weather? It's raining and boiling... It's annoying cause I'm overheating, and I've opened the windows... I'm stuck in this heated state... I guess tea dosen't help... Dam my tea addiction... I love tea, not as much as I love Miley of course... If I did I think I would have some health problems...

Congrats to Miley's cat Nala for having kittens, and I'm defiantly changing these blogs to once a week from Saturday onwards... Later

Wake up the voiceless, Wake up the revolution, Who-a, We are alive tonight

2009-08-19T03:40:00.001-07:00

Today I plan on chilling up, and cheering myself up... I'm currently addicted to Story of the Year.

I want a revolution... Why? Cause our parliment is all wrong... We are meant to be a demorcarcy but it's more comunist. I mean look at our Prime Minster... He got in by replacing someone who decided to quit (maybe retired, but either way). There should have been a election... Was there? No, and now look, our country is mucked up. Thanks to Gordon Brown... If I was Prime Minster, the first move I'd make is pulling out the EU. Why? We waste billions of pounds every year paying to be apart of it... What do we get out of it? Jack all.... The French, put little in, get alot out! This is one reason why I'm considering moving to America... The system over there seems to be working, as Obama beat McCain.... Before you ask, my grandad is very into politics and is an active member of 'Keep the Pound' group. The group is agianst the Euro, and so am I! Pound is the only Britsh thing still going really, if we get the Euro, we'll lose our Britsh identity, as losing the pound will be the first step to changing Britian... Poltics is very important...

Disney bought Jetix? Well you may know that there is a new channel called, 'Disney XD' comming out... But I think it's replacing Jetix... This is due to for starters, Jetix shows are appearing one it, eg Pokemon Battle Dimension, Kid VS Kat, etc... Also the Jetix logo has disappeared from the channel... Well we'll find out on the 31st August... Though I'm abit sad by the fact they'll proberly get rid of Naruto, as it's not suitable for a Disney audience.... Well, there's always Youtube for Naruto...

Really can't think what to write.... I need suggestions, I'll give my view on anything... If no-one suggests anything, I may change it to once a week anyways, as I'll have more to write about over a week...

One spark starts a fire, with one little action, the chain reaction will never stop

2009-08-18T03:03:00.000-07:00

Today I plan on getting my rail card... Also getting my hands on Billy Ray Cyrus' albums... But my sister plans on taking the computer... Why can't someone employ her already?!

For people who have been wondering why I've been abit down recently, I'll explian... It's my Miley Cyrus crush. Cause it's like a wave, sometimes my feelings go down abit, then sometimes they go through the roof... When they are through the roof, it makes me feel really alone. I go to sleep just so I can dream about being with her. I even day dream about her. It will pass, but I'll just be abit down for afew weeks...

I'm gonna recommend people check out 'The Station' http://www.youtube.com/user/TheStation . It is a comedy series, staring a bunch of Youtube celebs (one of which is my idol Dave Days), about when there is a zombie invasion, the remaining surviors decide to make youtube videos. It's really funny, and they only have 3 videos up, including a directors cut of a scene on the behind the scenes channel... I say if you got some time, its worth a watch.

All for today as I'm being kicked off by my sister....

Dam girl, you stole my heart then you kicked it aside

2009-08-17T02:06:00.000-07:00

Today I'm going to the valley with Jack M, and maybe Harry...

Copyright maddness on youtube... Copyright has gotten out of control, Youtube is a non-profit site... How can you breach copyright? I mean I understand when people upload episodes from a tv show. But when you use a song in the background, your whole audio will be deleted... Even if it ain't the whole song! Also if you use clips from certian things, but change them, making the video your own, it gets deleted... Well Youtube needs to sort this out!

Story of the Year is a band I'm recommending to people who like metal. So if your one of those people who hate screaming music, they ain't for you. Though if you like it, they are pretty good. They have three albums, and been around for awhile. I found out about them from an music video of Zack from 'Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII'... Their song 'Until the Day I Die' is mine and my ex's song... Well some of the lyrics weren't but now all of it really. I say if your into metal then go for them!

The other is Skillet, which I would recommend to more people, as they are lighter rock. They are a christian band, but they are still good. They only have one album, and they have songs with meaningful lyrics. Like 'Whispers in the Dark' is about people who think their alone, but really no-one is, as there is always someone there. I recommend them if you like The All American Rejcets, Mitchel Musso, Nine Days, Army of Me, Busted, Less than Jake, Jack's Mannequin, The Pidgeon Detectives and Paramore....

Well I have to go now, so thats it for today... I'm begging for suggestions here!!!

If you ever need a friend, someone to care or understand, I'll be, Right here.

2009-08-16T09:59:00.000-07:00

Today I finshed stripping my wallpaper in my room, and now I'm relaxing...

I'm one of the few people who hate hot weather... Cause I die in heat... I over heat, and just sweat and argh... Don't feel nice... I like winter, cause its cold, and I feel warm... Not stupidly hot... I mean my perfect weather is when the suns out but there is a cool breeze... I also love snow, its just fun. And you can ski on it! So yeh I was loving the weather when there was loads of snow!

Bullies, now at some point in our lives we have come across a bully in some shape or form. Sometimes you see someone being bullied and sometimes your the vitcim... But according to leading psychiatrists,boys become bullies for one of three reasons, (yes I got this from 17 Agian... I'm really out of ideas for this blog!)... One, their brains are under-delevoped, and can't use self-control. So they act out in a violient way, and sometimes can only show their feelings in a physical way. This is usaully the reason for physically violent bullies. Two, underneath their male exterior, is a little girl banging on the closest door trying to get out... That's right, they are closet gay... They are scared of admitting their gay thoughts, and feel intimidated. Therefore they try and act 'masculine' so people won't think it, and make fun of them. This is usally the mental bully, the one that just calls you names and annoy you. Now the thrid sounds funny, but its proberly true. They have a small weiner. Due to this they get intimidated, and they make up for it by intimidating others in another way. This is usally the violent and mental bully (both).

If one thing annoys me, its when people try to replace you. When they cut you out of your friend groups, and try to steal your life. I say try, because you can't fully ever do it, everyone has some friends that will never abandon them. Even if they don't know it. Though recently I have felt someone has been trying to do it to me... Though I've taken measures to prevent it from happening. People need to build their own lives, cause if you take someone elses, it will crumble. Cause they don't know the ins and outs of it.

Thats all for today, people need to give me ideas... I have nothing really to write anymore...

And I'll try to find my place, in the diary of Jane

2009-08-15T04:07:00.000-07:00

Today, I plan on finsh taking down my wallpaper.... Though its the annoying bit, it may drag out to tomorrow...

Know it alls, and before anyone reads this, it was just a random thought, not aimed at anyone... I get their game, they like to be the 'top dog'. They like to be the smartest in the room. It gives them pride, but they don't realise how much of a jerk it makes them look. I'm really just warning people, they don't intend to be jerks, its just an unwanted side-effect for their need to be the 'best', I guess, just don't think lowly of them... They can't help it...

I saw '17 Agian' yesterday... Must say its better than I thought, and guies its not a girl film! Seriously, its more a teen film. It has some funny moments, and literally made me laugh my head off... I would quote some lines, but it wouldn't do it justice, cause there are movements and stuff going on that just make it funnier, I would recommend it any day! It has a great cast, and yeh its good...

Why do shuffles on agian fail? They pick your recently added tracks more than the ones you've had for ages? Its really annoying... My iPod touch is less biased though, but my windows media player was, and now my iTunes does it... I really don't get why, it should be able to pick any file randomly... Apple, and Microsoft, fix it now please!

I'm gonna try to expand my libary... For the artists I have one song of, download their albums... Why? Music is life, without music life would be boring.... I have Miley to thank for my interest in music really... Before I started listening to her, I wasn't really into music, now its just apart of my life! She's shown me (indirectly of course) the importance of music, how songs can help people through times, and etc. One of the many reasons why I love her

Well thats it today, going to do the wallpaper when my dad gets back...

Like the flies you eat the worst of everything, but you knew this was gonna happen, you could taste the red hands

2009-08-14T04:59:00.000-07:00

Today, I'm applying for my bus and rail card things, and maybe try out a new artist...

Miley Cyrus's new album comes out on th 30th of this month in Wallmart, an American shop, and I may have to import it... It's an 'Wallmart Exclusive', so I'm not sure when it will be realsed in the UK. I also intend on buying her live tracks from her London iTunes performance... Money crisis yet agian... Though I still need to do some jobs round my Nans house and she said she will pay me for... Hm, I guess its kinnda solved? Or when my debt is cleared... Either way...

I've gotten rather attachted to my iPod Touch... It's really fun, surfing the internet, facebook, twitter, msn literally at my fingertips. And you can do all that while listening to music, and you can download many fun apps, also buy new tracks from iTunes! Gah, I love using it, I need speakers for it now, I'll be all set in my room then!

The artist I'm gonna try out? Well people are really gonna think I'm turning homosexaul... But Ashley Tisdale, why? Cause I heard one of her songs on HER album and thought she was pretty good, she sings better on it than in HSM... I think shes alright. Though her second album is better than her first, cause the second one is more rockier...Thats my music libary extended...

Well this is really it, I have nothing really to write... Suggestions are very badly needed....

We skipped class that day, I guess our heads needed a break

2009-08-13T03:24:00.000-07:00

Today, I've got the dentist... Apart from that nothing...

Relating back to a previous blog where I say people refuse to check things out due to the disney label, my friend Jason reminded me that Britney Spears and Justin Timberlake careers started in the Mickey Mouse club... So by disney... Just thought I'd point that out... That not everyone Disney start careers with are rubbish!

Something I've been told recently, is that some celebrities don't like having their pictures taken cause they are worried about fan reactions. Robert Pattinson is a prime example, he didn't want a picture with someone cause if he looked happy people will think he was on drugs, if he looked serious people would think hes depressed. Agian papparazzi, twisting everything, if I could get rid of anything in this world its papos. They just give celebrieties no privacy and make them look bad... They are just like everyone else!

Hm, I want to start college... For the fact I want to meet some new people, I'm ready for college aswell... Just a change of scene is what I need, I grew up too soon... Maybe even a speical one... Well, I may even work on friendships I started to make at the end of my last school, I realised if they didn't spilt the year in half in year 7 I may have been in a different crowd... One that I fitted into more... Well, I need my results... They like to drag it out...

On the relationships front, I'm looking for a long term relationship... Not a fling, I mean a proper relationship... I just need someone to be there for me, and well, I'll only say somethings to a certian someone... I have trust issues, my trust is hard to earn and easily lost... Plus I'd say only one person knows me really well, and there will be about 5 people who think its them... Well, I have high hopes for college...

I'm being kicked off the computer, and I haven't really got anything to say...

And when the sky is falling, don't look out the window

2009-08-12T03:03:00.000-07:00

Today, I plan on jobs round the house, some more Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core, and swimming...

Well I'm gonna describe something about me... I usually don't have a temper, but if certian things are mentioned or certian things are insulted, I just flip... I call it 'anger points', and obviously yes Miley is one of them... It never used to be, but now I see that people rip her for no reason, now I just go blistic... Though, I now see how pathetic some people really are... Having to hate someone for obviously fake reasons, refuse to back up their thoughts. It really annoys me, I can explain all the mis-deeds shes done in one statement... Paprazzi twist everything... They try to make celebrities look bad, and people believe it cause so many people are jealous of Miley... Jealously is the only reason I could think of...

Money issues resolved! I can now get my iPod Touch as my mum said I can take the money out of my building soceity! So when I next see my friend, I'll pay him and get busy putting my music on there and setting up iTunes...It maybe later today, it depends when he comes online, though I may ring him later... I'm exicted, plus then I'll save up for them iPod speakers... Party in my room!

Just gonna warn people about this, I mean everyone does this, they download music for free off the web... I say you should do this unless you really like the artist, then buy your favourites albums! I say this because downloading music for free is taking money out of the music industry! Your favourite artists are losing money cause of it! I mean, if you want the artist to keep going buy their album instead of downloading it for free. If you don't mind the artist, then fine really, but I'm just giving people awareness of this....

Gah, thats all I can think of... I really need people to send in things to talk about...

I'm looking for the answers, for why these questions never go away

2009-08-11T02:33:00.000-07:00

Today, I plan on going round my friend, Alex B's house, and also play some Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core...

Okay, I now have the results of the Teen Choice awards, so lets start with Miley's first loss... 'Hannah Montana the Movie' lost 'Choice Movie Music/Dance to "High School Musical 3: Senior Year" and I'm just gonna say, what? HSM3 is just compete rubbish, disney trying to make more money due to lack of money they recieved from HSM... They made the same film 3 times but changed place and features... Troy turns agianst everyone, then Gabrielle goes off somewhere, then they renuite and sing a song... 'Hannah Montana the Movie' is not like the show, they changed the acting to serious acting, and its not like an extended episode, its like an actual film! For that I feel it deserved to win over it... Though, I'm glad the Jonas Brothers didn't win with their 'Concert in 3d' film... THEY COPIED MILEY!

Miley and Lucas Til lost Choice Movie Liplock to Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson, "Twilight." I expected this as there are so many Twilight fans... And its a love story so I'm guessing its a big thing for them... But still that kiss helped my imagenation (the Miley and Lucas one obviously)...

Miley also lost Choice Music Female Artist to Taylor Swift... Now I'm just gonna say this, Miley is about to produce her 3rd album this year... On top of that, her previous albums all have sold at least double platinium! Plus Miley's songs have gone to the top of the chars, '7 Things', 'Fly On The Wall' and 'The Climb'... She really deserved it, but I guess atleast it went to one of her friends... Though I thought Lady Gaga was gonna win... I'm glad she didn't!

Miley's 'Hannah Montana the Movie Soundtrack' lost Choice Music Soundtrack to "Twilight." Agian, theres alot of 'Twilight' fans out there... But I'm the type of guy who dosen't really like music without lyrics, though I don't mind some, so I'm just annoyned it lost... I know not all the tracks are background music, but some are... None of the 'HM:TMS' are background music, they all are songs! Though I'm glad that the Jonas Brothers didn't win this!

Miley lost to Selena Gomez in Choice Red Carpet Fashion Icon Female... I'm just gonna say, there are gonna be alot of wanna-be's in the future then! Previous blog states she wants to be the next Miley... I really didn't expect this... Miley is a better role model, then the pictures come up, and well I've seen this comment, 'Every girl poses in a sexy way, in private or not' and well she was dared to do it, by Selena (not confrimed, but rumour)... Plus another thing I blame Nick Jonas for...

Miley agian lost to Selena Gomez in Choice Celebrity Dancer. Just what's up with the people who voted? Can't they see she's trying to be a copy? Miley is the superior orginal, Miley's dancing is just amazing, I haven't seen Selena's but I bet it's gonna be a fail copy of Miley's... Maybe she got it cause she made everyone laugh, who knows... I'm just glad Lady Gaga didn't get it...

The last one, Miley lost Choice Female Hottie to Megan Fox... I expected this, cause everyone seems to think she's really hot, but I still think Miley is hotter... Cause Miley just has more natural beauty to me, Megan Fox just looks too plastic... So I did expect that... And I separated each one, to make it look neater... And easier to read...

I've started playing 'Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core' agian, and remember how amazing it is! For those who don't know what it is, it is the prequel to Final Fantasy VII. You play as Zack, a high ranking SOLDIER, and you find out about Cloud's fake memories as him... What really happened in Nielbliem when Sephiroth turned evil... It's a pretty good game, and has a good storyline which is rare in video games now a days... It's on the PSP, and I say its the best game on it!

Well my friend Chris has got into this blogging craze, check out his blog! http://tophermannrocks.blogspot.com/

That's all for today, as I have to go now, later!

She is my fire, and my only one desire

2009-08-10T03:31:00.000-07:00

Today, I plan on jobs around the house and swimming later...

Finally the Teen Choice Awards have been announced! I only care about Miley though, and she swept 6 out of 13! I do believe she desevered all 13 though... She won comedy TV actress and comedy TV show for "Hannah Montana," music/dance movie actress and hissy fit for the "Hannah Montana" movie, music single for "The Climb" and summer song for "Before the Storm." I can't find out who she lost to in her other nominations, but I should be able to tomorrow, so I'll put them up, and say my views... I do believe she truely deserved these, though as I said, she deserved all 13! She also performed 'Party In The USA' and I have seen this performance... Now I can see people calling her a slut, and let me clear something up... She dosen't really do a pole dance! She does 2 moves on it, then just stands there... Not really a pole dance... And well what she was wearing, I for one thought she was stunning... Plus its a summer and party song, I feel it was apporiate, it could have been worse, but shes showing off what she's got... She also sounded amazing, a great performance!

What is it with people and they won't try things because they are worried about being judged or because its not 'socially accpeted'... Like one of my favourite game series, 'Kingdom Hearts' it is made by Square Enix, makers of Final Fantasy, and Disney. I recommended it to my friends cause its more like Final Fantasy than Disney, but they instantly said it was rubbish due to the Disney side... They thought it was a childs game, but it really isn't! It has a deep and complex storyline, it really is aimed at teenagers! This is also aimed at Miley Cyrus and Mitchel Musso... Disney started both their music careers, and people will say they dislike them without listening to them... Yet they like related acts, like, Demi Lovato, Metro Station, etc... I understand that Miley isn't soically accpeted all cause of her Disney Career, but to be honest, I don't get why she isn't accepted...

This blog is very Miley related, another Miley thing, I heard this thing saying, 'Selena Gomez is the next Miley Cyrus'... Just no... For starters Selena can't sing... She uses that machine thing, which the name has escaped me at the moment, and its way too obvious... Her album is gonna flop, and her show isn't as good as Hannah Montana... Hannah Montana can appeal to a family audience, for the kids you have the Miley scenes, which is most of it, then for adults you have the funny Robbie Ray moments, and sometimes the Jackson moments. Wizards of Waverly Place, just appeals to kids... I watched a episode, and only found one bit funny... It wasn't even a main bit, it was just a little moment thing. It goes for stupid comdey, kid comdey, with a show like that she can't dream of replacing Miley. Plus she can't act... Miley is an amazing actress, you just have to see Hannah Montana the Movie for that... Miley just can't be replaced, her personality is like marmite, you either love her or you hate her! People take her hyperness for snobyness, shes just an average girl, well a hyper one... So Selena will never be the next Miley, maybe the next Disney sensation... But if that happens, Goodbye Disney! This is my view obviously, but Selena isn't that good...

Not Miley related really, but I find I see things differently to everyone else generally... Like everyone thinks Megan Fox is the sexist girl in the world... I really don't see that... I just see a plastic, no attraction... Maybe cause I seem to be attracted to things people usually ain't... Also just stuff in general... Oh well, it makes me different!

That's it for today, abit longer than normal, enjoy :P

She's way to beautiful, Up on the pedestal, She's so up out my league

2009-08-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

Today is another lazy day, though I'm doing jobs around the house...

This is a kinnda shout out in a desperate attempt to get in contact with some people on the London Bridge Exprience and London Tombs trial, I really doubt this will work, but I thought its worth a shot. If I met you and you'd like to keep in contact, well I'm Alex, and my name is on my profile on this thing, which is slightly more down and to the right. I'm particulary interested in the trial people, Carly (who already has my name but hasn't added me yet... Well, this is just incase I spelt my name wrong, which I don't think I did...), Manó the last time I saw you was when you went to your lunch break, and the big guy who I think is called Chris who got the job... Also the people I talked to really, like the girl in the straight jacket and also the girl I saw when I was waiting to hear if I got the job and I then saw agian when I was leaving, I'm sorry I'm no good with names, but I hope you see this, and add me on facebook!

Well back to the blogging, I saw a flim called, 'Air Force One' yesterday... And I must say it is an epic film! It's full of action and stars Harrison Ford, who played Han Solo in Star Wars and Indiana Jones, and Gary Oldman, who plays Sirus Black in Harry Potter. It plot line, which I got from imdb, is, "The President of the United States is on a journey home after making a speech in Moscow. But on the journey, Russian hi-jakers take over the plane, disguising themselves as newspaper reporters. They want the President to ring Moscow and release General Redek. But they think that the President has escaped in the pod. But the president is really still on board air force One attempting to regain control of the plane and to rescue his wife and daughter." It's worth a watch if your into action movies.

Yesterday I went to download a Mitchel Musso song, 'The Girl Can't Help It', which is really good, but I ended up downloading the whole album... Though it came with an upside, I got a better verison of 'Let it Go' by Mitchel and Tiffany Thornton and also I got the song 'Hero in Me' by Emily Osment. Then I deleted the other 12 tracks... I already had 2 in good quailty, and then I thought the other 10 were rubbish (espically the Selena Gomez and Jonas Brothers tracks!!!)...

I really need people to ask me question about so I can reply, it will add to these blogs imensely! Don't complain they are short, I haven't really got anything to write about anymore!!!

Your lips tremble but your eyes are in a straight stare

2009-08-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

Today I'm just relaxing, laying back after yesterday...

Well I might aswell say abit about my future plans... I want to be in one of two careers... A detective or an actor... A detective cause for starter I love detective shows and also I like solving cases.. An actor cause I love scripted work, I'm best with a script. A dream role would be to be 'The Doctor' or maybe someone in Torchwood... Though I would also like to move to America, for a range of reasons... One of which is the poltics of this country... The country is being run by idiots in parliment...

I need some money... Cause I'm gonna be buying my friends iPod touch (not saying who, I want no competive offers...) and I'm in debt at the moment... Though I know I'll get some money if I do well in my GCSE's, but its not enough... Well I might have a windfall, who knows...

Some kinnda funny news I found out yesterday... The actor in the swine flu adverts, the one who actually has it, has now actually got swine flu! I mean it's not funny him getting swine flu, but he didn't follow the advice in his on advert! He didn't catch it or bin it, or kill it.

Something some people may already know, but I'm really paranoid... When I leave the house, I always think I've left something, even though I've checked like ten times I have everything... And I'm just paranoid with everything... It's really annoying, I wish I could get rid of it really... That and my shyness... They both hold me back... Maybe college will sort me out...

Now no-afence to football fans, but I really don't see why there is so much money in it... I mean why it gets put on the main tv channels... Sport channels, fair enough, but main channels... Why? They just take off other shows I'd rather watch for people, most of which are twats, kicking a ball about... The pay they get is ridiculos for what they do... It's all cause of how much its on tv...

Well thats it for today, I really need people to ask me about stuff to write...

You tell me to go, but expect me to stay

2009-08-07T12:51:00.000-07:00

Today I had a job trial at the London Bridge Exprience and London Tomb! I was a un-dead monk, telling people to go there! I also got to expirence the place for myself, and I can say it really is the scariest attraction in the UK! I didn't get the job though, they thought I was too shy... I agree if I'm honest, I wasn't really good at it... Oh well, met some great people, and made some new friends!

Well I'm just gonna recommend people go to the London Bridge Exprience and London Tomb. For starters you get two attractions for the price of one! The first part, being the London Bridge Exprience, this shows the history of the London Bridge, via a promonade (walking around) theatre performance. It has humour and it is very good! It goes from when the Romans built it, to when someone tried to move it... Then the tomb bit, if your like me, and acidentally read about it, its not that scary, so for the full frightening experience I advise you only look at the site about it, not at articles! The tomb is very scary, espically the end! I'm not gonna spoil it, but it has a creepy end. So I recommend you go, its better than the London Dungeon!

I've decided I need to refresh somethings in my life... I'm gonna start being less open about somethings, eg my Miley crush, and more open about other things, eg my thoughts. I've decided I want a fresh start when I go to college, and I'm gonna change for the better. I want to make some new friends, and work on some friendships I only got to start at my last school. I just think it would be better for me if I did this, for reasons I can't explain....

I really need a bigger psp memory stick or an iPod or something... It don't all fit on my psp, and it annoys me, cause I have so much good music (in my opinion) that I want to put on... And this is all I can be bothered to type, I'm tired...

So I put my hands up they are playing my song, the butterflies fly away

2009-08-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

Today I plan on resting, until I have to leave for my job trial... I can't wait, I hope I get the job, its a really good one, with good pay! I'll say what it is tomorrow...

About this girl I keep mentioning... I'm over her now, I have realised something... That I didn't even like her... I realised I am really a psychopath, as I made myself believe I liked her for those reasons, and freaked her out on purpose, so she would want me to leave her alone... It sounds some what extreme, but the fact is, I lost all contact with her, then SHE CONTACTED me.... If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have got my feelings back at all... I'll admit, I don't like her. Ever since she judged me on 5 minutes of meeting me... She has features of what I dislike in a person... She finally told me she wanted me to leave her alone, so I did. I deteled her msn competely and blocked her. Deteled her off facebook, and deleted all her comments on my photos and etc. She's out of my life for good!

Though as you can see from that, I have psyological problems... I only figured out this plan this morning... I put on a subconscious act... I even fooled myself into believing this lie... Though I may have thought up this plan and forgot about it, cause I would have done it anyway... But less involed in the act... I would have annoyned her more, and said less about it to my friends... But still, I don't think its a big problem... I was just feeling vunerble when she came back into my life... Oh well, it proves I could be a great detective on day! Comming up with under cover plans...

Well anyways, I would like to give hope to Torchwood fans... I have a feeling it will return for another season! For starters in one of the Doctor Who episode, the one with the Devil in the Pit, they mention, the capitin of the project mentions Torchwood... So in theory, a Torchwood base is still up and running (remember there is multiple bases). So they may just do a series with another team.... Or, replace team members like so, (keeping Gwen obviously) Ianto gets replaced by Lous, the PA from Childern of Earth, Owen gets replaced by Martha Jones, and Tosh gets replaced by Mickey Smith. Then either Captin Jack returns, cause he is appearing in the Christmas speical! Or Captin John Hart returns to replace him! So it could hopefully return for another amazing season!

Now there is an issue, that I thought up... How people judge peoples lives on stuff they do, and determine if they are sad or not... For example, if someone rarely goes out and spends most their time playing on the Xbox they are said to be 'sad' and have 'no-life'... Well really they have a life, and they live it their way! Who is to determine how we live our lives? We should do it they way we want, and if they don't go out much it's up to them. If they are happy, they are happy! We shouldn't comment on peoples lives, I mean, I don't see the attraction of getting aboustly drunk... But I don't go, oh people who like to get pissed have no-life... This relates to the label thing, I wish there was no such thing as these labels... They create barriers between people... People who could be great friends! I was glad to kinnda see at the last year of my school that in my year these barriers fell! The year was somewhat untied, but I did still see some barriers... I hope at college there aren't no group barriers...

Well thats it for today, I'm starting to reveal some home truths in these things about myself...

Why dance around to the same dam song

2009-08-05T05:30:00.001-07:00

Today I plan on only going swimming later...

Something that has crossed my mind, which I really don't get... How if people ruin others reputations, if done in a certian amount, it improves their status... I mean if you do it to too many people and do it too much, you just look like a jerk. But yeh, if you do it in little amounts to afew people when your with people, you rip a person to make yourself look better... I don't feel this is right, I personally still think they are a jerk... Unless its true obviously, cause I may seem to rip people, but I just speak my opinion...

Today was qutie funny, I thought the ghost in my room decided to steal something else... I don't wanna say what, its confidental, its nothing rude! Well anyways, I wrecked my room, then when I gave up, I found it.... I just hid it too well, but I'll make sure I don't lose it next time...

If people are bored, I recommend they watch 'Catface'. It's made by the people who do Magical Trevor, but I think Catface is much better! Its just a funny flash about a floating cat, that has a huge face. It's on youtube, so check it out if you have anytime! It has a very catchy tune, yes.

I'm just gonna say this in advance, as it came across my mind, if I get that job, and when I start college, I'll change my daily blog updating to once a week, but it will be aslong as my first blog. It's just so I can concentrate on my studies... And thats it for today

I love you, and thats all I really know

2009-08-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

Today I finally posted my Angelica Mandy fan-letter, went to London Bridge Exprience to see my friends Jon and Natalie at work, I got a job trial (not saying how I got it or where, otherwise there could be problems), and saw my orthdontist. Didn't do much really...

If anyone is wondering, I've figured out why I have feelings for the girl I mentioned two blogs ago... For some reason, I go for the girl I can never have... The girl has clearly shown she ain't interested in me, and hence I think my feelings grew... It would also explain my celebrity crushes... I can't help it, its just how I work... I just wish it wasn't the way... Well college starts in a month, maybe I'll meet someone to take my mind off her...

Well my orthdontist just told me I have to wear my retainers at night... And see her in six months... I hope my appointment is in the hoilday, or on a day where the afternoon is free, cause that way I can get home easily without it affecting my college hours...

I'm a trend breaker, and proud! I'm a nerd, that loves sport... Thats an example, I don't do this on purpose, but I'm glad I do! It makes me different from everyone else... Cause then I know there is no-one like me out there. I hate people who lie to fit in, to be the same as a crowd... Those crowds are rather boring, as there aren't no differences so convastions dry up...

My music taste is very varied.... It ranges from Rock, Dead Poetic, Linkin Park etc, to country, Taylor Swift, Billy Ray Cyrus, and everything inbetween, Mitchel Musso, Miley Cyrus, etc. Though I hate how people judge you on what you listen to... How if guies listen to certain artists they are refered to as gay... People can like what they want really, they shouldn't have to worry about being judged about it!

Well thats all for today, hope you liked it

So much I need to say, Sorry it's on your wedding day

2009-08-03T11:31:00.000-07:00

Well today I went to London with my friend's Jack M and Alex B! We went to IMAX to see Harry Potter, the first part was in 3-D! Then we went to afew shops, including Harrods and Tokyo Toys. I bought some Naruto Ninja Sandals which have put me more in debt... Also my mum found out she has swine flu... It's not good...

Yes, I'm gonna say my views on the latest Harry Potter film. I'm one of the few people who thinks its good... This is cause I look at it as a film, rather than a film adpatation. Cause like manga's and anime's, they can be the same series but have different plot lines, or have different ways of getting to the same ending. As a film I think it's good, as they made it more of a build up to the next two movies. The acting is great, and I would recommend people see it. But if your looking for it to be exactly like the book, you'll be throughly disappointed... I love it though, I feel they did the right things to make it like a film. Though I am annoyned they toned it down to a 12! Now I know what I said about the book, but I'm dissappointed how they changed the spell 'Septum Serva'! In the book it sliced up Malfoy (correct me if I'm wrong though...), in the film he just seems to bleed... It don't make much sense... But no complants apart from that.

My video I slaved over for hours editing is now up on YouTube! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqpXoXcikuM The comedy in it is a boy's voice comes out of a girl! I made it to the best of my attenstion span to match in lip sync! Before anyone asks, it is not meant for the song I put on. The original song is 'God Knows' and the song I replaced it with is 'Do It Up' by Mitchel Musso. I had to repeat clips as 'Do It Up' is longer... But hey, I think it's rather funny, espically the added audio by me and Alex B! So watch it if you have some time!

Harrods' HMV is a waste of time, don't shop in there go to a normal HMV! They bump up the prices there by like £2 (on most things) atleast! It's really pointless... They also have all Xbox accessories APART from Xbox Live and Microsoft Points... It's really stupid, your better off going to a normal HMV...

Can't think of anything more to write... I'll try to write more tomorrow...

Look at the stars tonight, compared to us they don't shine qutie as bright

2009-08-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today I plan on making the video I made yesterday, as accurate as it can be! All will become clear when I post it on youtube, and when I have to be off the computer, I plan on continuing my quest of competing Gears of War 2 with the pistol (though some points you have to use the chainsaw, grenades, etc), on Act 3 already though.

I feel my intellegence is a curse... Sometimes I wish I wasn't, cause I know so much things, I fear some things... Like death, I know science, and it proves theres no God.. But I wish I never knew to be honest... I wish I was brainwashed to be christian, cause when ever I think about death I freeze... I don't want to die, ever, cause I don't want to face the darkness if there is no afterlife... It really sucks to know too much, the saying is right, 'Ignorance is bliss'.

I found it funny today, cause someone sent me a message on Twitter about me meeting Angelica Mandy! They (I don't know if it was a he or she, seemed like a she) asked me what she told me when I met her... Well I was a nervous wreck when I met her... So she didn't really tell me anything... So I told them what she told someone else! It's in aid of a fansite, so it was a white lie... Though she may answer my questions if I ever get my hands on some special photographic paper...

I have stripped about 1/2 of the wallpaper in my room now... It's become something I do when I wait to go into the bathroom, due to my sister spending hours in there... Though my dad really confuses me... He tells me one minute not to do all of it, next to do all of it... Though I can't do all of it when my bunk bed is there... Gr, he says I can't but its stupidly hard, might aswell take the bed down, and strip the wallpaper... Then I'll have to stay for my nans for like a month, oh well, it would make stripping the wallpaper so much easier....

I've downloaded Messenger Live Plus, its so good! It makes msn chats way more fun, like I can get random Chuck Norris facts up. It also makes msn chats mange-able, as I can now tab all chats! I say its worth the download for frequent msn chatters, like myself. It can be found by searching 'Messenger Plus' on google.

Agian, this is all I can be bothered to write... I'll write more tomorrow, as I'm doing something rather exicting